Love & Family

7|Filling a Well|

Happy New Year!!

As I look back today at the year that passed away, I realised that I might not had the best year but this year definitely taught me the what I have been yearning to learn.

From realising that the anxiety I had since childhood was being a burden to me to discovering a new side of me that had lost the will to live. I decided to cut every single thing that would make me happy.... Which also resulted in me taking the books down.

The side that I saw makes me shiver today, for if any of the steps I had taken, been bought to a bit of success, I would carry the guilt along or wouldn't been alive.

I still carry the marks I bore, but now they are not of a weak person but of someone who looks at them and realises how strong she is.

If taking professional help, was an initiative then securing a well paid internship was the gift. During those days, I always thought how would I ever come out of it. Even now I do, whenever I get anxious, I realise there is a long road ahead before I completely come out as an anxiety less person. But now what motivates me is the position that I am currently.

Some happy moments and some sad ones . Getting a group of 6 Friends for someone who didn't have even one still makes me feel as if a dream. I have spent a good year, turning 20 and yet realising ki my akal is in kooda.

This was how my last year was. Feel free to give your inputs and along with that anybody who feels like ranting, I am here.

Though I am not sure when I would replying since the first day of the year has got me quite high......not on drinks but on fever.

Also, I had decided to update once I am done with editing but then I realised that it would actually take a forever to do so.

P.s Your love for these books was the factor to get me back to updating.❤️

Enjoy Reading!!

Malhotra Mansion

Living room

Meanwhile Naira had got permission from Mohini too and now the five of them were climbing downstairs.

Cab- mai itna khush hu naa aaj mai bata nahi sakta

Mis- kyu navu bhabhi chali gayi issliye

Cab- abbeyy nahi yaar...aaj hum lunch karne jaa rahe hai naa

Na(shaking her head in disbelief)-seriously

Cab- ofcourse

Ma- Naira tune bhi kise pucha hai

They were going to move out when they heard someone clearing their throat. They turned and saw Singham standing there.

Cab- ab to hogya humara lunch

Ha- Kaha jaa rahi hai yeh vanar sena

Dh- Voh hum lu- ahh

Before Dhruv could complete his sentence Cabir pinched his hand

Na- Kya hua Dhruv tu theek hai

Dh- Kuch nahi machhar tha

Ha- Mujhe jawab milega ke nahi

Ma-Dadu hum Mukti ko pick karne jaa rahe hai

Ha-Sab ke sab

All of them nodded and he said

Ha-Mujhe befkoof samjha hai

All first nodded in yes but then immediately in no

Ha- Ab sach sach btao kya chal raha ha

Na- Dadu aaj Virat ne hume lunch par bulaya hai to Mukti ko pick kar ke vahi jaa rahe hai