First [Jimin ff] ✅

Part 20

Y/N's POV

I looked up to see the boy who was hugging me right now and couldn't help but pouted a little when Jimin had pouted first.

"I know what you're going to say, and I understand that this can't be helped, but I still feel a little down that you can't be with me," he hugged me closer, and I loved how complete I felt to have Jimin's arms around me.

I'm going to miss his hugs.

"Hey, we'll be okay. Alright, Jiminie?" ignoring my own feelings of wanting to be with him, I tried to lift his mood by calling his pet name lovingly, but he didn't give me any answer and just stare into my eyes with his pout stubbornly stayed on his mouth.

"Text me whenever you're free, and if I'm free at the moment, we'll talk over the phone or video call," I repeated my earlier words, and couldn't help but chuckled a little, having quite a hard time understanding his clingy behavior.

It's not like we haven't part ways. We even parted for ten years before, and he was doing just fine.

How can he change this much just because we're now a couple?

"What if I didn't have time, or I was too tired and fell asleep?" Jimin argued childishly, and I almost rolled my eyes at his excuse.

"It's okay, your health and rest comes first, okay? Don't force yourself to call me if you're tired, I can understand. And I don't mind," I told the boy, and he frowned his eyebrows.

"But what if one day you suddenly think that it's important?" he suddenly asked, and before I could give my answer, Jimin continued his blabber.

"And then you won't like me anymore. And then you don't want to continue our relationship anymore? And then -!" not wanting to hear his unreasonable thoughts anymore, I cupped his mouth shut with both my hands.

Jimin quiet down immediately as I just looked into his eyes.

"I love you, I love you, I love you," I repeated saying loves to him to make him understand that I'll still be the same even if he's far away.

"But -" he muffled into my palm and I cut his sentence off with the three words again.

"I love you,"

"..."

When I was confirmed that he won't say anything anymore, only then I removed my hands from his mouth and cupped his cheeks gently. Staring straight into his eyes, I confessed my feelings and hoped that the sincerity reached him.

"I love you a lot, Jimin. It has been like that for ten years, and I don't think it'll change because of just one year of world tour," caressing his cheeks with my thumb, Jimin closed his eyes as one of his hands also held my hand while the other stayed secured on my waist since the beginning of our cuddle session.

"Really?" he opened his eyes and searched for mine, looking for the truth behind my words.

"Yes," I answered confidently, feeling so sure that my feelings for him won't change.

"But if you miss me, call me directly, okay? I'll pick it up even when I'm on stage," Jimin said with determination, and I let out a loud lough at his straight up lie.

"Yeah, yeah whatever you say, Jiminie," knowing very well that there's just no way that this boy would be allowed to take his phone while being on stage, I just opted to brush off his words and wanted to continue to hug him.

But before I could wrap my arms around his waist and bury my face back into his chest, Jimin stopped me by holding my shoulders with his hands.

"I'm serious," he said with serious face, and I replied his stare seriously as well before giving my serious reply.

"And I'm Sirius Black," at my answer, Jimin widened his eyes before he quickly hovered over me and trapped me in between his legs so that I couldn't escape the bed.

I burst out laughing to my heart content as Jimin attacked me with tickles, and I almost died of laughing if Jimin continued tickling even one more extra second.

"Who still watches Harry Potter these days?" after things calmed down, Jimin placed himself a bit lower than me and I just hugged his neck as he rested his head on my chest. Half of his body was rested on mine with his leg hugging my torso.

My breath was still quite heavy due to the tickling activity but I didn't mind having Jimin close to me.

Only a few hours left afterall.

"I don't really follow the series, Jimin. I only know Sirius Black and Professor Snape," playing with his hair, I pecked his hair crown and sniffed the shampoo scent that was still fresh on his hair.

"Will you send me away before departure at the airport?" he suddenly asked, peeking through his bangs that had fall on his forehead.

"I would love to if I can. Won't the area be too crowded though?" I asked, thinking how resourceful ARMYs and medias were in getting BTS's flight schedule that it was frightening.

"Maybe a few days before we go? It's in two week's time I guess. You can come to our dorm," Jimin suggested, tracing my skin just below the collarbone with his finger, and I almost had goosebumps at his action.

"How do I meet you? They don't know how I look like, right? What if they think that I'm a saseng fan?" brushing his hair to the back to see his clean forehead, I moved a little to have a clearer look at his face.

"I'll tell the members that you're coming, I'll tell the guards, I'll tell all our managers and all," Jimin said fluently, and it kind of made me feel overwhelmed that a lot of people was going to know about our relationship.

"So everyone's going to know I'm your girlfriend?" asking with hesitant voice, I looked to Jimin to hear his answer.

"Yes, how do you think? Are you okay with being known as my girlfriend?" Jimin's eyes shined bright as he asked me back, and I think it was only right for him to feel delighted about the good event.

I'm happy too, but I just couldn't easily shook off the nervousness of being the girlfriend of BTS's Jimin.

"Only your staffs, right? Not the public," I asked for confirmation with slow voice, tracing his eyebrows with my thumb this time.

"Yeah, it's still too risky to break it to the public now," he whispered with the same volume of voice, and I peeked to see that Jimin's eyes were closing as I didn't stop playing with his hair and tracing his facial features.

"Sure. I think it's better that way too," I agreed, softly patting his back to lull him to sleep.

"Thank you, Y/N" Jimin whispered in his sleepiness and I just smiled light-heartedly.

"You're welcome. Do you feel sleepy?" 

"...no," Jimin made small movements as he shook his head, and I chuckled once at his stubbornness to admit the truth.

"Just sleep. I'll wake you up when it's time to pack," I tried to move into a more comfortable position for both of us, but Jimin suddenly hugged me tighter than before.

"Don't go," he whined, burying his face into the crook of my neck and I let out a breathy laugh, taken aback at how more clingy he was becoming every second.

"I'm not going anywhere. I'm here, hugging you. See?" wrapping my arms tighter around him, I felt Jimin’s smile widening as his lips brushed my neck as it curled up his face.

"Hmm," he hummed in content and I just opted to stay there just as he requested.