happy pill

driving crazy

remember that time we drove down the hill

you behind the wheel

and me in your passenger's seat?

take the wheel

steer

and you closed your eyes

while my sweaty palms took over

both our lives in my hands

in that moment

I couldn't have cared less if I lived or died

neither could you

probably

but I cared for you

and I was strangely happy making sure you lived

we don't talk anymore

and I suppose that's my fault

I pop pills now

just like you

but that's no excuse

I hope you never call

some puzzles are just too hard to solve

there are too many pieces scattered and lost