The Protector

His Acceptance

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Forth tagged along with Phana.

Beam and Kit was talking when Phana entered with Forth, soon joined by Ming, Wayo, Park, Lam,Max and Tul.
Beam was surprised to see all of them together.

Forth came close to bed but Beam hide hismelf behind Phana.

Forth clenched his jaw seeing Beam this close to Phana and not  him.

Phana caressed his head.
"He is the father of your child.
He has right to know everything.
Talk with him.
This time think about the third  life too."
Said Phana and left.

"He is still here means he deserve your love and  respect".
Said kit and kiss  his head.

Ming smile seeing the adorable gesture of his Kitty.
Ming hold Forth's hand.
Forth looked at him.
"Talk with cool head  P.."
Said Ming with a smile.
Forth nod.

"He is our best friend. Give him chance Beam".
Said Lam.

"Whatever the decision will be...all of us is with you two, guyz and we welcome this baby".
Said Tul with a smile  and Max nod along with others.

All left leaving Forth and Beam alone.
Forth was feeling like stupid.

He don't know how to respond..well Beam is no different.

Forth came and sit beside Beam.
Both were looking at each other  trying to find out the words.
Still was in shock, confusion and what not because of this awkward pregnancy or their unexpected situation.

"You ..o..okay?"
Ask Forth.

Beam bite his lips.
But nod timidly.

Forth try to touch Beam's hand but Beam pull his hand.

Forth...
Call Beam.
"I DON'T WANT TO BIND YOU WITH THIS BABY...YOU CAN GO".
said Beam  avoiding eye contact.

Forth close his eyes , pursed his lips and stands up.
He sat beside Beam.

Beam try to stand up but Forth hold his shoulders and suddenly hugged him.

Beam struggled first to free himself but as soon as Forth tighten his hold he just give up.

Holding all emotions in his small heart was hurting him so much already.

He found peace in Forth's embrace.
Forth smile seeing the submission.
"Stop this Punishment Beam, Please".
Whisper Forth.

Beam didn't said anything but crying silently.

"Let me love you with all my heart Beam, please".
Both of them were crying.

"Your future Forth..."
Whisper Beam.

"Our future Beam."
Replied Forth.

"Wasn't it one of the condition of yours that you can't bear my child as a heir, thats why you can't be with me?"
Asked Forth.

"God grant my love Beam.
He gave us miracle.
Its his wish too, Beam."
Plead Forth.

"I don't want to burden you Forth. And i don't have any face to show you Forth".
Said Beam slowly again.

Still both are hugging each other  crying in each other's embrace.
"Which  burden Beam..which man wouldn't get happy hearing the good news that he is going to be a father?"

"Dont take my happiness Beam please...forget about face and all..all we need is each other...i begged you"
Said Forth.

Your family Forth,...this society...?ask Beam.

Forth  hold him more tight. Beam just close his eyes, feeling the protective arms around his body.

Forget everything Love...snifffss...
Just forget every difference...
One time..only for one time...think about me...
Its okay you don't love me...but atleast give  me a chance Love...I'll  show you that I love you so much and I'll take every responsibility, my  Love...
Sniffs...
Forth  continue...

You already reject me twice Beam..but not this time...please take decision, considering mine and your feelings,  not of society..

Trust on me Love ...not on any other shit....please....!!
Plead Forth  again.

But....I'll be burden on you...they will bully and curse you and and mphhhhh...

Beam couldn't complete because Forth shut his mouth with his own.
He kissed Beam lovingly and assuringly.
Beam close his eyes, feeling the  love crawling in his mind and heart  through that deep kiss.

Forth break the kiss for a while.
"I WANT TO BRING MY CHILD AND MOTHER OF MY CHILD INTO MY LIFE....BEFORE REJECTING ME, THINK ABOUT MY  FEELINGS AND RIGHTS TOO ALONG WITH OUR BABY".
said Forth  firmly.
Beam was looking at him , without blinking his eyes.
Pleaseee...
Whisper Forth  with begged eyes full of tear.

Forth pull him from his hug and asked firmly.

Choose Beam..

"Me or Society?"

"Promise me that you will protect our Baby at any cost".
Replied Beam with equally teary eyes.
Forth nod and open his arms.

Beam hugged him, first time willingly.
Forth wiped his tears and he wiped Forth's.

"Are we..boy... boyfriends?"
Asked Beam.

Forth hold him tight.
"We are going to be parents,Love".

"Do you find me freak or abnormal?"
Asked Beam worridely.

Forth chuckled.
"You are special, Love..thats all i know. We both didn't knows about your possibility of getting pregnant. Though this child is unplanned but not unwelcome. His father is here to protect him and his cute Mommy."
Beam smile warmly.

"Do you love this child, Forth?"
Ask Beam.

"I'm still confuse about the pregnancy of a male but i heard about it...i just considering myself  Lucky that, you are the one who is carrying my Baby"...
I don't care about the procedure and theories.

Nevertheless... I loved you before any child between us.

This child is my lucky fortune...who came with a key of his mother's heart.
This child gave me the chance to have the love of my life in my embrace.

Forth....?
Call Beam.

"Yes Baby..."
Replied  Forth  with a sweet and gentle tone.

"Thankyou  for accepting us."
Said Beam smilingly.

Forth plant a kiss on his nose.
"Its still a dream for me.."
Replied Forth.

"Forth..?"
Call Beam again.

"Yes Love..."
Answer Forth.

"I LOVE YOU".
said Beam and Forth closed his eyes.
"I know Baby,i know how much you love me and I love you too Baby, beyond my life."
Confessed Forth.

"What if your family reject us?"
He asked bewilderly.

Forth just kiss his head.

"Take care about your health  and this little kitten inside your tummy."

"Let this Lover and  Father , deal with everything."

"But...!!!"

"But what Forth..?"
Asked Beam.

"Promise me that you  won't leave my side, you'll think about me and our baby before taking any stupid decision, our love is not wrong so our baby. Remember?"
He asked

"I dedicate my life  to both of you."
Said Beam caressing his flat belly.
Forth smile

"Trust me Love...everything gonna change soon."

He said and closed  his eyes taking Beam in his embrace again.