The Protector

His Pain

No proofreading.
Forgive my grammatical mistakes.

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Beam run outside on roads openly with open wound, bleeding.

Phana gave his car key to Kit.

Get the car  Kit,  I'll follow him.
Said Phana and run behind Beam.

Beam stop..
Stop Beam..
Yelled Phana.

Phana ran as fast as he can.
Finally he get Beam with heavy breath and hard pantings.

Seeing Beam face made him angry and sad.

Beam's hand was bleeding but his sad face along with those heavy tears,  red and puffy eyes and quivering lips.
He was trembling hard... Really hard.

Phana without saying anything or wasting a sec he just hugged Beam,  taking a trembling boy in his protected arms.

Phana look behind Beam while hugging him on his chest.. There he saw fuming Forth  whose condition is not much different from Beam.

Forth try to come close behind Beam but Phana stop him from his hand.

He signed Forth not to come to Beam with his finger and dragging eyes.
Forth  can feel the angry eyes of Phana.

Beam was shaking badly.
He was crying silently but his sobs can be heard easily in night drakness.

Soon Kit came over bringing Phana Car.
He horned to Phana and open the door.

Phana bring Beam to back seat and Kit passed him first aid box.

Without sparing a glance to Forth, Phana start cleaning the wound.

He carefully remove the piece of glass that was still on Beam's palm.

Forth was looking everything from behind.
He close his eyes to see his baby in pain and that too because of him.

Beam was weeping silently absent from the world.
Phana treat the wound plastering a bandage there.
"You okay?"
He ask.

Beam nod.

Lets go home. Said Kit

Phana sat beside Beam , Beam put his head on his shoulder and close his eyes.

Phana give a glance to Forth who was standing just few meters away.
Kit drove and in no time  they disappeared from Forth's sight.

Forth fell down on his knees.

You were wrong Beam.
You were  wrong.
The thing is that  i don't deserve you.
You are far away from my reach.
You reject me by saying that i shouldn't love you because you are orphan and all...but the truth is yes, i shouldn't love you because i don't deserve you baby...not at all.
You are pure angel compare to the biggest asshole like me.
How could  i supposed to hurt you by my immature act.
But its final.

In order to keep  you safe and smiley...i need to pull back my steps.
I shouldn't love you because I'm not the deserving candidate here.
I should keep Myself away so that you can work peacefully,  you can live peacefully.
Said Forth to himself and return back to bar.

He order the strongest beer.

What Happened Forth?Did you find him?
Ask Lam.
Forth shake his head and lean on table.

Lam..drop me home once i got wasted completely.
With that  he start gulping down beer one by one.

All of his friends was looking at him.

Should we do something for him?
Ask Max.

No..
Lam stopped him.
First let him find his own way.
Our ideas to bring them close,  making their relationship more worst.
We aren't helping but destroying them.

We'll  just support him without saying anything this time.
Said Tul and all nod.

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Beam was crying all night in his bed hugging his pillow.
His back was looking fragile and weak, its so lonely that even a stranger could hug him in this state.

How...how could you..you kissed her...that too in front of me For..forth...hiccups....
Beam sniff to control his hiccups.

This is my fault..i allowed  my feelings  to grow up for you. I should kee..keep in my mind that you are living a wil..wild life...hiccups..
How can i even expe..Expect you to..to love me when you have everything,  you can have..every.. everything like that hot girl who is lucky enough to have you..your love in her destiny...hiccups...

Just because..she is girl and...and she is welathy ..having a good background status...she would be ..would be easily acceptable by your family..

Mom ...Dad...why you ..you left me alone...if only you will be here..I'll have my complete family....rich or not doesn't matter...Mom i want you...to hug me in sleep mom...sobs...
I'm  cold mom..I'm  cold...please...sobs...please come back mom...i never saw you...i want to be ...to be with you  mom...take me away ..take me away from here Mom...Dad...please come to me...Dad its hurting ...the society is hurting Dad...please save me..sobs...Mom Dad i miss you so much it hurts ...please....pl..ease....its cold Mom...hug me  naa..pleaa...seee Mom...nobody address me as Bab..Baby...nobody hugged me Mom..its cold mom...its lonely...sobs....i want to hug you mom...plea..seee.....
Beam was mumbling in his sleep...
He was crying hugging his pillow the whole night...

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Next day Phana and kit came to pick him up in his dorm.
They also insist to him to sleep there last night but Beam refuse by saying that space is not enough for three of them and he want them to have good sleep.

Phana found Beam with puffy red eyes.

He just came and put down his bag of breakfast on table.

Kit start serving the breakfast and Phana just hugged Beam.

You Okay Beam?he ask still hugging the short pale guy in his arms.

Beam just nod with a short smile.

You better finish all in this plate...i just  spend my wallet on your favourite .
Said kit with a smile.

Beam hug the dimple  guy.
Thankyou kitty.
Said Beam.

Enough...wanna say thankyou then finish all this food.
Said Kit caressing his hair still with cold tone.

Ok ok Mommy son... stop bickering ..food is getting cold.
Said Phana.

Huhhh who is Mommy?
Ask kit.

Ofcourse you sweetheart and thats how Beam is our son na...
Replied  Phana hugging kit from behind swinging him in air.

You jerk..put me down...you giraffe.
Whine Kit making Beam chuckle for the first time  in morning.

*****

Thankyou...
Sorry for making you guzy cry. I also shed lot of tears while writing this today.
But believe me ...the more and grieve the pain is ...the brighter teh happiness is...

Stay safe and wait patiently for update na....they will have their time  soon in most dramatic or destined manner.

Love you all.