The Protector

Together

No proofreading.
Forgive my grammatical errors.

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Forth and Beam left their Father house.
Beam hold Forth's hand and press it gently.

Forth looked at him but Beam just smiled.

Forth embraced Beam in his arms.

They slept in each other embrace, seeing the rain drops that were sliding from their glass windows.

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Next Day Forth made Beam lie on bed comfortably as they still was in half lying position.

He plant a soft kiss on Beam's head and then went outside.

Forth was caressing every thing of his apartment which he set by his own hands. He was raking his calloused fingers on Sofa, curtains, kitchen cabinet, doors everywhere.
He was sad but he couldn't afford to show his sadness to Beam.

Forth's PoV

I know very well what is my responsibilities.
How can i break out at this moment when i have two precious life to protect.
I can't be weak. Else Beam will take stress and blame himself.

I don't mind with pathetic conditions. I can live in caves even but my babies need a comfortable life. Beam is suffering so much already.  He is carrying our child. Here I'm unemployed,  mere student.
What will i do this evening?
I told Dad that I'll give up on everything but here I'm looking all household items with teary eyes.

I even don't have my own money to buy tomorrow's food.
I need money for bus fare. I need to give back my car and bike.
This bike to whom i love so much.
I need to apply for scholarship.
Beam need his supplementary food, his nutritious diet, his other needs and cravings.  I need to pay for his college expenses too. I'm failed today. Failed in every sphere.

Forth didn't realised that he was crying until Beam wiped his tear with his soft thin fingers.

Beam sat beside him in kitchen corner where Forth was sitting earlier.
He looked at Forth and Forth leaned,  resting his shoulder on Beam.

It's ok Baby. We are together in this.
Said Beam caressing Forth's head.

I failed Beam...i...i failed...
Forth said with his hoarse voice.

You are here holding my hand is showing that we walked so much ahead. Don't be weak at this point Forth.
Calm down.
Don't think about Me and Baby.  You apply for your scholarship first okay.

Forth looked at him with full of confusion.

Beam peck his head and Forth close his eyes in reflex.

Why crying Baby?
Your baby won't like to see his Daddy crying like this you know  that?
Said Beam  smilingly.

But...love...Beam..baby...i do..don't know what to do...how...how I'll manage...i can't let you...suffer..suffer , hungry.....its...I'm...fail...failed to provide...Baby...what..umm...
Forth couldn't able to make sense.

Beam sushh him by closing his mouth with his lips.

Beam smile after kiss and turn red.

Beam..
You are my strength.
Said Forth and pull him for a hug.

Let eat something first ok.
Said Beam and stand up to make something for them.

There was nothing in fridge and no stock of food in pantry too.

Beam close his eyes and then compose himself.

Anyhow he managed to made some fry eggs.

Forth smile sadly seeing how Beam trying to act like everything is fine when he knows very well that the refrigerator is empty.
His father blocked his bank account already.