PS - Armaan ki street fight as Shilpa challenge him and then he returns and ridhima say mujhe pata hain ye chote kaise lagi and invite him for her bday and Armaan get drunk
Tum mera birthday bhul jao aisa ho hi nahi skata Armaan, is jindagi mein toh shayad kabhi nahi. Jan mein lockerroom aai thi mein janti hun tum hamari hi tasveer se baatien kar rahe the. Aage nahi bhad pa rahe ho tum Armaan kyun, tum aage bhad jao isliya mein itna kuch, itna aage bhad rahi hun jiski izajat mera dil bhi nahi de raha na hi mera dimag de raha hai. Phir bhi tum aage kyun nahi bhad rahe kyun nafrat nahi kar rahe mujhse.
Tum wapas us ring mein chale gaye jaan na jaane ka wada kiya the tumne mujhse Armaan. Aaj ka din tumhe yaad nahi hota toh aaj tumhare chehre pe vo chotein vo zakahm nahi hote. Tumhari ye zakahm hi bata rahe hai ki aaj ka din tumhe kitna yaad tha.
Aaj mein piche nahi hanta chahati thi jab tum mujhe birthday wish karn ke liya meri taraf bhade the par tum khud rukh gaye. Shayad tumne sahib hi kiya mein bhul sakti hun kamzor padh sakti hun par tum nahi padhe kamzor kabhi bhi Armaan. Agar aaj tumne apne kadam na roke hote aur ek bar, sirf ek baar mujhe gale se aga liya hota toh shataad mujhe is birthday ka sab se acha gift mil jata.
But mujhe khushi thi ki atleast tum party mein aaye kyun ki mujhe pata tha tum akele rehte aaj toh phir us ring mein jaate aur, thoda aur zakhmi hoke aate jo mein kabhi nahi chahati thi.
Par mein ye bhi nahi janti thi ki sid mera birthday bilkul ussi andaz mein celebrate karega jaise tumne kiya tha, same ballons, same cake, same theme, same decorations. Par pyaar ka kya, jo pyaar us birthday mein mera sath tha vo aaj mera sath nahi tha aur shayad kabhi hoga bhi nahi.
Par tumne sahi toh kaha na Armaan sab ne tumhe akela hi toh chod diya hai. Mein ne tumse jindagi bhar saath chalne ka wada kiya tha par mein ne tumhe jindagi ke bich raste mein hi chod diya hai. Aur hamare dost sab aapni life mein busy hai, kisi ko koi parhwa nahi ki tum kaise ho. Jab tak sab ko tumhari jarurat thi sab saath the par aab kisi ko koi parhwa nahi hai, aur mein chaha kar bhi nahi kar pa rahi hun.
Aaj pehli baar samjh aaya ki jitna mein ne socha tha mehsus kiya tha tum use kahin jayada Dard mein ho. Aur sahi kahan tha mujhe tumhe nahi apne pati ko sambhalna chaiye. Par ek baat sahi nahi kahi Armaan tumne tum zero nahi ho Armaan, na kabhi zero he na kabhi hoge. Tum kya ho mein samjha bhi nahi sakti.
Vo Armaan jo kabhi sharab ko haath nahi lagta tha aaj vo aapne pair pe khada nahi ho pa raha.
Aur vo dr.shilpa kyun tumhare liya jhoot bolrahi hain. Bilkul acha nahi laga mujhe. Tumhe mein itna jaanti hu, itna sajhtihun jitna shayad tum bhi aapne aapko nahi jante Armaan aur Dr.Shilpa kehti haiki vo tumhe janti hai. Kuch nahi janti vo kuch bhi nahi.
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Ridhima's Dairy
FanfictionThis is not exactly a story, its more like a compilation of Ridhima's Emotions that I felt was never given much heed to be telecasted on the Screen.
