PS - Armaan and Sid are arguing with whom ridhima should live with how her happiness lie and ridhima came and burst on them listening to them
Aaj mein ne ye toh bol diya terrace par Armaan ki tum mera layak nahi ho par ye sachi nahi hai Armaan... sachi ye hai ki mein tumhare layak nahi hun....
Armaan tumhari aanko mein khali paan dekha tha mein ne Armaan... Jo aankhe hamesha aapni hi sharart se hasti thi. Jis mein mein hamesha aapna chehra dekhti thi, Jin aanko mein khud ko bhul jaati thi aaj unhi ankho mein khali paan dekha hain mein ne Armaan...mein jaani ti hun ye khali paan meri hi wajha se hai... Mein hi hamesha tumhe Dard deti rahi.......
Mujhe yaad hai mein ne ek baar tumse kaha tha ki "Armaan hamare relation mein kahin hun hi nahi ... hamare relation mein hum nahi tum ho..." par mein nahi jaanti thi Armaan uss samay ki mein kitni galat thi... kitni galat thi mein Armaan...... hamare relation mein hum nahi the ye toh sach hai. Par hamare relation mein hamesha mein hi thi...
Tum hamesha kuch bhi karte the toh ye soch kar ki meri khushi kis mein hai ... kabhi tumne aapne baare mein nahi socha. Hamesha meri pasand napasand ke hisab se sab kiya.... kyun Armaan.
Tum jab Gaye mujhe chod kar tab bhi tumne mera baare mein pehle soch ye nahi soch ki tum kasie rahoge koun tumhari dekhbhad karega...
Aur aise kadwe word bol Gaye jis se mein tumse nafrat karne lagun..... Mujhe pata hai tumhe kaise laga hoga Armaan aise sab bol kar. Mera se jayad tum tadpe hoge mujhe vo shabd bol kar.
Kyun karte ho tum mujhe se itna pyaar Armaan..... Kyun.
Aaj mein jab bhi sochti hun toh mujhe lagta hai ki mein hi tumhare layak nahi hun shayad issi liya bhagwan ne humein aalag Kara, kyun ki tum mujhe se bhi bahut aachi ladki deserve karte ho Armaan jo tumhe smjhe tumhare pyaar samjhe tumhe mujhe se bhii jayada yaaar kare
Jo kabhi bhi tumhe hurt Na kare MERI TARAH....
luv u too much Armaan tooo much to express tooo to put in words soo much what no one can love u sooo much love that the love universe hold..... Luv u Armaan.....
Tumhari Ridhima
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Ridhima's Dairy
FanfictionThis is not exactly a story, its more like a compilation of Ridhima's Emotions that I felt was never given much heed to be telecasted on the Screen.
