When The Sadist Girl Falls... (Edo-NaLu)

Entry 4

Saturday 10:15 PM

I bet you're laughing at me, Diary. Hell! What's worse than being the Fireball's slave?! Heck! Even if it's just a play, it's a big no-no to me, the Great Lucy Ashley! I swear that if me and that cliche'd afro-freak (Mr. Rabian) would ever be left alone in a room, he'll suffer greatly and terribly courtesy of my wrath.

It all happened earlier when I accepted the role offer. Well,since I accepted the role out of pity, I expected that the role I'm playing has a better characterization and would fit my demands..but no! The character's name is Maya (well, honestly it's not a cliche'd name, but that's out of the question) she's kind and beautiful but she's evil deep inside ( the first part really captivated my nature but the evil? Definitely no... I'm kind, okay?! -_- ) and wants to tear Prince Charming and the Princess' love relationship... (more like relationshit).. She occasionally turns into a dragon if she wants.. Like why would I even want to be a smelly dragon?! There's that stupid Natsu who'll accept that role anyway, so why bother me the Greatest Lucy Ashley take on that role?! Sigh, to put it simply,it's because he's the main character and main characters are main and should not take on the support roles as they are not for support roles and should only be in the main. Diary, look..It's not like I'm bitter or anything, but why are they doing this to me?! =__=

And you know,Diary it really pissed me when I need to watch the rehearsals! The stupid Fireball that time flawlessly projected his lines of confession (which to me is a bit OOC) and Knightwalker who in return, accepted the lad's confession... And that time, I don't know what to feel...I'm feeling uneasy and I felt my heart swelling in an unknown feeling... Sadness maybe? But the thing is, I'm gradually thinking to myself on why would I be sad... And I don't get it at all! Well, maybe it's because they performed their roles better than I was with my role,but it's no exception! After all, a great person like me should ace everything that I do, be it on acting or anything.. Now, going back to the topic, the lingeting feeling I felt, dissipitated when King Jellal entered the scene and attempted to split the two apart, much to my unknown happiness that it made me grin like an idiot and then, yelled at by the afro freak for not realizing that I should enter the rehearsal and convince my master (Natsu) in leaving Knightwalker...much to my likeness...But whatever! I think that I'm starting to like my role... a bit. :) 

                                                         -Lucy Ashley

P.S.

I think I'm having a bad stomach.. Imagine, I always have this slight tugging at my stomach whenever I think of the moronic Fireball... Sigh,I think I'll go and give Gray a call to bring me my medicine.