My Emotions On Paper

A Fan 🖤

Sometimes it hits me that I may never get to meet you and my day just turns gloomy.
It's sad to think that I will never get to hug you or tell you how much you mean to me,
How your outlook on life and your music has changed my life,
How much I adore you.

You are one of my greatest inspirations always telling me to stay true to myself and follow my heart.
You and your music helped shaped me into who I am today,
You taught me kindness and love,
You made me meet friends who I'm forever grateful to have in my life and I appreciate you and wish I could thank you for making me part of this fandom which feels like home.

Maybe one day i will meet you for now all I can do is wish.
I will continually support you and listen to your music.
Your music is such a beautiful work of art.
I can't explain the feelings it envokes in me.
I'm grateful for you for helping me feel things, for giving me hope, for making me cry, for making me smile.

I guess this is how life feels from a fans point of view.
The love we carry for this human beings who don't even know our names.
We watch their interviews and interactions and feel like we know them but do we really know them?
Are we just in love with the illusion of them ?
We only know the latest gossip which the media provides.
We don't know their souls,
We don't know what keeps them up at night.

I wish I could get to know the real person behind those songs,
The soul that speak to me through their music,
The human being that I have learnt to love and admire.
But I feel like I will always be just another face in the crowds,
Another fan who you will never know.

Poet's note:
I know it's been awhile and I honestly missed all of you !
I hope you enjoyed this chapter and that you are all staying safe I will try to be updating more regularly now.
I love you ❤️