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XLIV: Goodbye?

She needs to wait ... a bit more.

"Do I still have to wait?" She's getting impatient that means I have to hurry up.

I looked at the room that I created. Woahhhh ... i'm really a genius. I left to take a camera, I want our memories to last forever.

"Alright ..." I went to the center of the room. " ... you can look ... Now!" She slowly took off her blindfold. And I created this funny face just to make her laugh.

"WAHHHHHH!!! Ahn Yujin! I love you!" Then I went closer to her and gave her flowers. She cant really stand up right now, so I cant dance with her. But I got a solution for that. "I love you too"

"This was the surprise that I wanted to show you. But ... you surprised me with a break up that day. I wanted to dance with you back then but with your condition. I'm just gonna sing" She lightly punched me. "Yahhh ... when did you plan all this?"

"With Minju unnie, but I guess it made you jealous" She kept on giving me a sorry look. She's just so cute, so I kissed her again. "cutie ˘ ³˘ "

"So where's the song?" I smirked at her and thought of a song to sing to her. I played the bgm and started to sing. <Iz*one- Memory>

첫 번째 나의 꿈으로 가득 채운 일기장
First, my diary that is full of my dreams
내겐 긴 밤 꼬박 새운 Memory
To me this is a memory that spent long nights
조금은 어리고 유치해 웃을지 몰라
You may laugh because it may be a little young and childish
그땐 너무도 간절했던 모습들
These were very desperate sides of mine of the past

She started to let off a giggle. But I want to sing to her seriously this time.

조금 힘들지 몰라
It may be a little tough
울지도 몰라
I may cry
안될 거라는 시선들
The looks I got saying it's not gonna work
그럴 때마다 내가 꿈꿔온
Whenever that happens
먼 미래를 그려봐
Draw the far future I have always dreamed of

I never really thought of you leaving me. It makes me wanna cry every time I think about it.

힘들었던 시간은 이제 사라져 버리고
The hard times are now disappearing
밝은 빛이 되어 노래 할게 널 위한 Harmony
I'll become a bright light and sing songs for you, harmony
너무나도 소중하게 꿈꿔왔던 비밀의 시간
A very secret time of mine where I preciously have dreamed
너와 나 (우리가) 간절히
You and I (we) have desperately
기도 했잖아
prayed for it

You'll become my bright light and guide me. You'll forever be with me

첫 번째 나의 꿈으로 가득 채운 일기장
First, my diary that is full of my dreams
내겐 긴 밤 꼬박 새운 Memory
To me this is a memory that spent long nights
조금은 철없던 꿈이라 웃을지 몰라
You may laugh because it was a bit of an immature dream
그래도 소중했던 추억들
But these are still my valuable memories

All my memories with you are valuable. I wish I was like Minju unnie. So I wont ever forget you

조금 힘들지 몰라
It may be a little tough
울지도 몰라
I may cry
안될 거라는 시선들
The looks I got saying it's not gonna work
그럴 때마다 내가 꿈꿔온
Whenever that happens
먼 미래를 그려봐
Draw the far future I have always dreamed of

It was never meant to work between us. But we still wanted to try

힘들었던 시간은 이제 사라져 버리고
The hard times are now disappearing
밝은 빛이 되어 노래 할게 널 위한 Harmony
I'll become a bright light and sing songs for you, harmony
너무나도 소중하게 꿈꿔왔던 비밀의 시간
A very secret time of mine where I preciously have dreamed
너와 나 (우리가) 간절히
You and I (we) have desperately
기도 했잖아
prayed for it

I hope you feel happy when you leave. At least now, you wont be feeling pain anymore.

참 많이 아프던 순간들
The moments where I was very hurt
또 많이 기다린 시간들
And also the times where I waited for so long
때로는 주저앉아 쉬고 싶을 때
Sometimes I'd just want to drop down and rest
희미한 별빛이 꿈꾸면
When a faint starlight dreams
언젠가 밝게 빛날 거야
Then someday it will shine brightly
그렇게 믿으며 나 힘을 낼 거야
'As I believe so, I'll stay strong

I will stay strong. Even though it still hurts me, I'll stay with you until the end. Forever.

힘들었던 시간은 이제 사라져 버리고
The hard times are now disappearing
밝은 빛이 되어 노래 할게 널 위한 Harmony
I'll become a bright light and sing songs for you, harmony
너무나도 소중하게 꿈꿔왔던
A very secret time of mine where I preciously have dreamed
비밀의 시간 (비밀의 시간)
(Secret time)
너와 나 (우리가) 간절히
You and I (we) have desperately
기도 했잖아
prayed for it

Desperately prayed. But I just hope I see you in my dreams.

"Unnie~" I finished singing as she pulled me in for a hug. I hugged her as tightly as I could, I pray that she never leaves.

[Yena's POV]

It's been a few days since Yujin and I started to go and spend time with Wonyoung. I realized that we should spend time with the ones we live as long as were still here. Yujin wanted to spend every little time she has with Wonyoung, But unfortunately that didn't happen quite as planned.

She died two days after Yujin's party for her. Now the poor girl is just grieving. I admit that I also miss her, I mean how could I not?

She became one of my closest friends here in the hospital. That's why I feel so sorry for Yujin. She stays in Wonyoung's room and cry until she falls asleep.

The others found about what happened to her yesterday. And you could hear grieving from the whole third floor, well except for Kkura unnie's rooom.

Speaking of Sakura unnie, she went back to Japan. Her family decided to make her stay, so they could keep an eye on her. And now my bestfriend is also crying in her house. But I did hear that she could still contact her.