dear diary | jihan

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"well, hannie, go ahead," jisoo urges jeonghan.

jeonghan smiles at him. "aww, i don't know, shua-"

"it'll be nice to get your feelings out. besides, this can be the last chapter in your sob story. a happy ending," jisoo says, his signature smile shining brightly on his face.

"if you say so," jeonghan sighs, flipping open his diary.

he clicks open his pen. here goes nothing.
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dear diary,

this past year's been... well, hectic.

i've been constantly getting therapy. now that i think of it, i'm happy i didn't die.

did you see that? happy. i'm happy.

well, what else could i really be?

dad's in jail for domestic abuse, mom and her new husband have taken me in, i can see jungah whenever i want, and most importantly, i have my beloved jisoo always by my side. what else could i ever wish for?

jisoo's smiling at me as i write this. he's telling me to write down how i feel.

well, i just feel content. i feel like my life's finally getting itself together again.

in a few months, i'm about to go to uni with shua. he promises me that we'll be together forever, and for real this time.

maybe we can raise our kids together. they'll be best friends just like we are.

shua's laughing at how ridiculous i'm being. his smile is beautiful, as always. i'm blessed to have him in my life, really.

this is probably the last time i'm ever writing in this again. i don't want to attach myself to whatever happened all these years.

who am i kidding, i'll probably come across this one day again. i know i'll have grown since then, won't i?

heck, i've already grown a lot since a year ago.

but for now, i'm okay.

i can finally say that i'm happy.

i truly am happy.

for the last time, i'll be signing off.

xoxo, jeonghan.

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jeonghan clicks his pen shut. jisoo is proudly looking at him.

"i did it," he breathes.

jisoo sits next to jeonghan on his bed, and gives him a big hug.

"you did, jeonghan. you did."

jeonghan melts into his warm embrace. this is it.

this is his life now.

and jeonghan couldn't be happier.