Intoxicated - A Mayra Fanfiction

Part 22 When She Spoke!

"Tumhe sab Yaad hai Maya!?" Rudra asked.

"Yaad NHI tha, par Yaad aagya. Jabse hospital me hosh Aaya hai, tabse sab Yaad Karke khud se ghinn mehsoos ho rahi hai" Maya hugged herself and looked at the ground. "Sawal to ye hai ke kya tum rukoge or Mera sach sun Paoge? Hai himmat? Kyuki tum to bhaag rahe ho! Nahi, shayad tum Nahi sun Paoge, hainna?!" She continued.
Maya always get mad whenever she remembers her past. She was intoxicated to the extent that she could burn herself with his memories.

Rudra was taken aback by her words. Maya was right and yes, surely he was running away from the reality. He should not!! Moreover he can not. He needs to listen the whole truth. He needs to face the fact. "Bolo Maya, sab Kuch bata do mujhe! Mai tayaar Hu " he turned towards her and took her to their house.

"Batao mujhe Maya, sab Kuch..!"

"Tum sun sakoge? Mere past ne MERI rooh tak kaali kardi hai Rudra."

"Par fir ek bar tumhari rooh ne rango ko apna Lia hai, bhool gyi!" He said with a reassuring smile but it saddened her more as she was able to comprehend that what would going to happen once he comes to know of everything. "Mai aaj se 10 Saal pehle, tumhare dad ke office me intern thi........" And Maya continued telling how she fell in love with his dad, how he tormented her, how MJ molested her to no end. How everyone including Aamir, Ananya's dad, Dia and his mother assaulted her emotionally and physically. She told him all, how they all kicked her away, killed her baby, how they threw her away to let her die. She told him " us MJ ne mere dad ko, mere bhaiya ko bhi car accident se Marva dia. Meri maa 5 saalo tak mental asylum me tadapti rahi..! Or tumhe pata hai ye sab kab pata Chala jab Maine ek subah ye car accident ki khabar ek chote se news article me padhi, kyuki Manvi to mar gyi thi na dunia ki nazar me. Maine apni maa ko bhi nayi Zindagi dene me pure 5 Saal laga diye. Ye nayi pehchan Maya Jaisingh mujhe Vikram ne Di hai Rudra. Or Rajeev Uske baare me kya kahu, insaan Nahi tha, farishta tha. He was an angel...." Maya told him how she entered in their lives after 10 years, her whole plan to kill Rishi and him, how she taught a lesson to Dia and Antara how MJ tried to molest her in every way possible even after their marriage. "Tumhe mere Baal Pasand the na, reception ke din usi haivaan me unhe kaat dia, tumhari Di hui red dress ko faad dia. Tumhe ehsaas bhi NHI tha ke Mai kis dard se guzri , par tumhari koi Galti Nahi h Rudra. I'm not blaming you..."

"Sshhh!!! Ek or shabd Nahi." Rudra fumbled at his steps and clenched his hands in tight fist. His eyes were blood shot red. "Itna Kuch hogya or tum keh rhi ho ke you are not blaming me. Saari Galti meri hai Maya. Sab MERI Galti h. Mai naraaz hogya, pr tumhara dard Nahi Dekh paya. Nahi Dekh paaya ke mere Apne baap ki gandi nazar thi tum pr! OH GOD!!" He screamed and Maya hugged him from back. "Par Maya, tum or mere dad, ye kya Kia tum dono ne..Soch Kar bhi ghinn aati h ke tumhari Zindagi me tumhe us Jaise darinde ko jhelna pada!"

"Tumhe mujhse nafrat Nahi Hoti Rudra, pehle MJ, fir Rishi, Kisi ke sath pyaar to Kisi ke sath pyaar Ka naatak Kia Maine, or Rishi, use to maar hi dia" she questioned.

"Nafrat Nahi Hoti kyuki pehle MJ, fir Rishi, Kisi ke sath nafrat Lene ki himmat to Kisi ke liye guilt or us paap ke liye khud ko saza Di hai Tumne! Ek ladki jiski Puri family ek jhatke me khatam hogyi, jiske bacche ko dunia me aane se pehle hi maar dia gya ho, jise maara gya, pita gya or Marne ke liye chod dia Gaya ho, Jo pichle 10 saalo se apna har din dar or khauf me kaat rahi ho, jisne saccha pyaar pane ke bad me Kabhi feel safe Nahi kia, jiske Baal or kapde Uske pati ke kamre me berehmi se kat diye gye ho, jise room me bar bar gale se choke Karne ki koshish ki gyi ho, jise ring ke bahane ek darinde ne roz takleef puchai ho or uska pati bas tamasha Dekh Raha ho.. usse Mai nafrat kese karu? Kese Karu Mai nafrat? Rishi ko maara Nahi hai, mukti Di hai Tumne, agar us haivan ke saaye me rehta to Rishi bhi ek or Naya MJ ban jaata Maya."

"Nahi, Rishi ESA kbhi Nahi karta! Kyuki usme saari baat tumhare jesi thi Rudra. Vo MJ ban hi Nahi Sakta tha" she said and continued hugging him.

Rudra hugged her more tightly and caressed her back and kissed her hairs. "I'm sorry Maya! I'm so sorry. Kaash ye sab Nahi hua hota, kaash..!"

"Par ab hum kya karenge Rudra".

"Yahi to muje samjh Nahi AA rha, ek taraf tum ho or ek taraf Rishi" he looked into her eyes.

Author's Note : heyya people! Thank you so much for keeping patience with me. Actually I was not in a good state of mind and moreover I started working on my another story. (If there are any Mahabharat fans (star plus) Shaheer Sheikh and Pooja Sharma lovers then you can give it a go)

That's why I am late. Sorry for the delay. Enjoy!!! Keep reading and voting and commenting and sharing. See yaa ❤️