Left (Season 4): Fear.

Pangtatlumpu't-apat.

Pangtatlumpu't-apat.

//Kat's//

"Wow!" Can't help but be amazed of what Dos showed me.

Dinala niya ako sa fifth floor at pinapasok sa isang kwarto, na puno ng baby things. From clothes to toys at kung ano ano pa.

"You can get things for your baby my queen."

"Tss I told you I'm not your fucking queen."

"Tss."

"Who owns this?" Tanong ko habang sinusuri 'yong mga gamit.

"My girlfriend."

Napatingin ako dito.

"You have a girlfriend tapos tinatawag mo akong my queen! Sabog ka ba?"

"Had."

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko.

"Yeah she's dead with our baby so no one will use this anymore. So you can have all this shit!" Then she softly kick the baby things near him.

"Are you okay?" Tanong ko.

Tumawa lang ito.

"No, but I can make it." Malungkot itong ngumiti pero agad pinalitan ang lungkot ng ngisi. "Ibaba ko dapat 'to sa mga bata sa baba but I don't have time."

"Yeah they can use this. I'll help you sa pagbaba." Prisinta ko.

"Really?"

"Yeah, but let me pick what I want first."

"Okay."

Ngumiti ako at agad inisa-isa 'yong mga gamit pang baby sa kwarto. Sobrang dami pa naman. Buong kwarto puno ng mga bagong gamit pang bata. Mga nakaplastic pa halos lahat. It's sad. Sobrang dami ko ng baby na kilala na hindi nabuhay.

Napahawak ako sa tiyan ko. I'll do everything to protect you baby para mabuhay ka.

I look at the things again to find something that I like. Since hindi ko pa alam gender ni baby. Puro white ang kinuha kong gamit. From baby clothes to baby bottles. I just get the useful one. Then put it inside a bag. Nang matapos makapili isa-isa ko ng niligpit 'yong mga gamit para maibaba na namin.

"You're done picking?" Dos asked ng makita nito akong nagliligpit na. Lumabas kasi ito at kapapasok lang ulit ngayon sa kwarto.

"Yeah."

"Okay let's clean my room."

"Your room?!" Gulat kong sabi.

"Yeah, I sleep with all these baby things. But after these I'm sleeping to a normal room again."

"Are you sure you're letting all these things go?"

"Damn sure it's not like keeping them can make my babies come back to me. Keeping these will just make me more lonely."

"I understand."