In Loving Memory

4.19

Oh god
The tears start to fall
And I hate you
I hate you so much
For the way you told me you loved me
For the way you told me you cared
And yet you couldn't spare me the few words
To put my heart to rest

The tears keep coming
And I'm afraid they're never going to stop
Because as much as I hate you
I'm afraid that's a lie
Because when I had said I loved you
I meant it
And I don't even think I loved you
I think I love you
And I'm afraid I always will