Another sip slithering down my throat
Settling in the acid in the pit of my stomach
It won't take long till my mind cannot think
Of anything but you
The boys around me laugh
A tiny distraction from my mind
But their jokes are of rude intentions
And disgusting innuendos.
I came out tonight
To distract myself from you
But how am I to succeed
When everything reminds me of you
You would've never let a drop in your system
Would've never spoke so low of another human
Even your innuendos were only ever of me
I take another sip
These boys aren't you
You're nothing like them
This bottle in my hand mocks me
"You won't forget him when you're done with me".
I don't want to be here
I want your arms holding me tight
Chest restricting with laughter
And no longer the alcohol
I shouldn't have come out tonight
It was all a big mistake
I should've known there was a reason I stopped these antics
And I should've known it was you
- my biggest influence CT
