Galaxy of Thoughts

TRIGGER WARNING

I don't think I'm ready
It's not that I don't want it
Or not that I am scared
My mind won't release the thoughts

Of who was once there
His giant fingers
Sawed my insides
All while tears slipped from my eyes

My body was small
I was just a child
He shushed me over and over
Telling me that this was okay

Kept whispering that I was sweet
And that my body was good
He kept sawing my insides
Like you'd saw a tree

My eyes shut tight
I didn't try to flee
His hand on my hip
Keeping me from moving