Galaxy of Thoughts

Random (It's almost 4am)

I cried a lot today. Mostly because of all the flashbacks. I'd explain but I'm much to tired you see. I've been crying all day basically from 1pm-3am off and on. And my body is exhausted and my mind is for once at ease. Until today where all my troubles pick up. I woke up talking last night. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Is what I was saying as I woke up. And as the last word left my mouth. "Ainsley." I thought I had let her go, but my mind refuses to. For I need her in my time of need. I miss her button nose. Her cute eyes. That little smile that she had. And the way she moved. That adorable little girl was my best friend and to her I owe the world. Now with my eyes closing without permission I shall sail to dreamland. And hopefully meet Kari on the sand.