Kitty's

Chapter 19 😺

"I did. Why? You jealous?"

He dropped his smug smile and frowned. I hit a spot I think.

"What's wrong? Not so cocky now huh?"

I chuckled but then he quickly started smiling again.

"You proved me right last night. I even saw the way you were looking at y/n this morning. I could smell the jealousy coming from you when you watched Tae and y/n cuddle." Hoseok

I rolled my eyes but then Jin stood up straight and picked up his water.

"Is she still naked by any chance?" Jin

I nod at him quietly and he smiles.

"Well I'm gonna go join them then." Jin

He walks out the room with the water and now it's just me and Hoseok in the room.

"Yes. You proved me right last night, so what?"

"How long did it take you to figure that one out?" Hoseok

His hands were not resting on his hips with a raised eyebrow and cocky grin.

"If you must know. Actually, I have loved her since the first day I saw her."

He drops the grin again and his hands that were on his hips.

"But that was years ago?" Hoseok

I sighed and nodded to walk across the kitchen  and open the cupboard that holds all the glass cups and things like that. I'm quite thirsty and I'll need to find the headache pills of Jin didn't beat me to it already and take the rest of them, unless y/n needs them, then I won't touch them for now.

"It was."

Now over to the sink I could feel Hoseoks stare burn into my body.

"So you're tell me you did what you did to her, knowing full well you love her?!" Hoseok

He whisper yelled and I just groaned at the memories and filled up my cup.

"Unfortunately, yes."

"What?! Why? Why would you do something like that?!" Hoseok

He looks out the clothes door bending backwards for a moment before looking back at me hole I took the chance to have a quick sip of my water.

"It's a poor excuse but I couldn't handle how much I love her and because I found out that she was their child I grew angry at myself and took it out on her when I was close enough to touch her. That's actually how I found them."

He frowns and tilts his head to the side.

"What are you talking about? Finding her mom and dad before we, you know?" Hoseok

I nodded and placed the glass down on the counter.

"Yes. I saw her days before that. She was swimming in a lake nearby and would draw whatever it was she was drawing. She did that for a few days, every day until I followed her back and found her parents outside their house and that's how I found them."

His eyes lit up  and his mouth formed a O shape like everything clicked in his mind.

"Ah, I see. Well now that you have confessed your love to y/n, if she remembers last night, what about our plan now?" Hoseok

I stared down at the glass in front of me. I was always determined to make sure we go through with this plan even knowing my love for her was very much real and tried to replace it with hate but I can't. I can't do it anymore. All the guys have developed feelings for her and I'm not surprised. She's a very special girl that deserves the world.

We took away her parents and I don't think I can handle much more and give her more pain than she's already been through. She's been through a lot and she only asks for live in return and we're going to give it to her.

"I can't do it."

I shook my head with the palms of my hands on the counter still not looking at him but I can sense the excitement radiating off him.

"Yes! Finally!! Oh gosh Namjoon we were all so worried about all this, now we don't have to worry about this and can live like a family! I'm gonna go tell the guys." Hoseok

But before he can leave I look up at him and stop him before he leaves.

"But before with telling Taehyung and Jin. They're with her right now."

He rolls his eyes but doesn't remove the smile on his face. It's been a long time since I've seen him this happy and it makes me even more happy to know that this decision will not only make him happy but everyone else in this house happy.

"I'm not an idiot Namjoon. I can tell them later." Hoseok

He then runs out the kitchen and I'm left alone with my thoughts. This has to be the right thing to do right?

Of course it is. Y/n is not like her parents and has shown us nothing but love and with me at least has tried so hard to gain our trust and affection and I think now I should start to reveal my emotions more to y/n and push away all negative feelings about the whole thing.

It's like a little family. A family I've always wanted for all of us.