Break free ~> p.hyland BOOK ONE

Chapter 4- After first period

Chapter 4

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Paiges POV

I woke up screaming. I sat up to see my mom sitting at the end of my bed. She asked me to tell her what was wrong. I wanted to but I kept it to my self. I don't want anyone to hurt me even more. I told her that it was just a bad dream. She looked at me then left my room. As soon as I knew she was gone I broke down in tears. After I was finished that I decide to get out of bed and get ready for school. It was 6:30 and my bus leaves at 7:40 so I had about a hour to get ready. I went to my bathroom and took a quick shower. I dried my hair and curled it. I decide to just put on mascara today. I didn't want to stand out. I ran downstairs and saw my mom cooking pancakes. She asked me if I wanted any. I was about to say yes but then I remembered Kendall's comment;

"I know right she is so Fat"

So I passed. I wanted to be thin. Like Brooke. I skipped breakfast, and ran out the door to the bus. I sat at the front facing the window. I didn't want to be seen. Some one sat beside me and tapped me on the shoulder. I didn't look over to see who it was. I ignored them and continued to look out the window. I turned around when the bus stopped to be face to face with none other than Maddie. As soon as I looked at her she punched me in the nose. I screamed in pain as she said

"You know what you did"

Then she walked away as if she did nothing wrong. I got off the bus holding my nose and I ran to the bathroom. I sat in the stall farthest from the door and cried. I searched my back pack till I found my pencil sharpener.

I finally found it and I removed the blade part of it. I went out the bathroom and wrote a letter in my notes to Chloe. She is the only one who knows my phone passcode. I texted Chloe and told her to meet me in the bathroom right ager her first period. I checked the time, it was 8:55. I had 25 minutes to lose blood.

25 minutes to end my life.

25 minutes to die.

I held my razor to my vein in my wrist. I cut 3 cuts in each wrist. Nice deep cuts.

I did one for Maddie

One for Kendall

One for Abby

One for not being pretty enough

One for being fat

And the last one for not being perfect.

I saw a bright white light. I collapsed on the floor. I started to feel dizzy. Finally I get to end my life. Finally free from the bullies. I hope Chloe tells my family that she did it. That she was a part of it. I hope that Maddie gets in trouble for doing this to me. I hope Abby realizes that she was a part of this.

Chloe's POV:

I went to the bathroom after my first period. I walked in the bathroom and I saw paige on the floor surrounded by blood. I ran over to her and saw her wrists. I looked up and I saw her phone. It had a piece of paper beside it. The paper said;

Go into notes.

First I called the police and told them what happened. Then I obeyed Paige's requests. I went into notes and read the only one there.

****Paige's letter to Chloe****

Dear Chloe

I hope you realize that a part of this is your fault. We were suppose to be twinnies. We were suppose to be best friends. I hope your happy. Because you, Maddie and Kendall are apart of this.

It all started when you, Kendall and Maddie started to ignore me. Then Maddie tripped me and you stood there laughing at me. After when I got home you agreed with them that I was fat and ugly. I don't know if you realize how much that hurt me. That night I cried myself to sleep. The next day Maddie and Kendall started to spread a rumour that I had sex with a kid named Lucas. I didn't even know what I did wrong. Why were you guys so mean. I just don't know.

I'll guess i'll never know.

Good bye.

Love/Hate,

Paige Hyland

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I looked up and saw the paramedics in the washroom. They were checking Paiges pulse. The one paramedic yelled something. But I could only hear muffles. I started seeing black dots. The dots grew bigger and bigger till I was engulfed in darkness.

A/N: Hey. How did you like Chloe's pov? I thought I would change it up a little bit. What do you think the paramedic screamed? Comment what you think.

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