TordTom | TomTord [] Oneshots []

"Gi meg en årsaken! Vær så nill..."

• "Give me a reason! Please..." •

Tord's POV

There I stood, at the very top of the cliff

The wind hitting my freshly made scars

I was tempted

Tempted to just...

Jump...

To see where would I go

Where would I go?

If I were to jump?

Where would I go?

If I was lost?

Where would I go?

If I died?

Where would I go..?

I don't know...

I don't know where..

Would I go to heaven?

Would I go to hell?

Or would I be stuck in a dark void?

Helpless and alone..

Helplessly praying to escape

To have someone there with me

In forever torturing silence?

I always wondered in anyone would notice if I were to...

Disappear

Would I even matter?

I took a step towards the edge

Would anyone try and stop me?

Would anyone join me?

Would I be forgotten?

Hopefully

I want everyone to forget I ever existed

Just so they won't have to be scared

To worry

To pretend

What reason do I have to stay?

I've got no one

Why should I stay?

To be ignored?

To be hurt?

Why..

Tell me why should I stay

Give me a reason!

Anything!

Just give me a reason why...

Why I shouldn't jump..?

Why I shouldn't leave this dammed world?

Why shouldn't I be free?

I just want to escape....

I want to be free..!

Just...

Tell me please...

Please...

I'm begging you...

Please...

"What's my reason?" I ask taking one last step

"Tord! Baby, ya comin'!?" He yelled out. I looked up to be caught into his beautiful eyes of his. He smiled at me "Let's go! Edd and Matt are waiting!" Tom said

I smiled "You're my reason..."