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• My Soulmate •

Tord doesn't know Tom [and MattEdd but doesn't really matter this is TordTom-] til they meet

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Tom's POV

Edd said he has an old friend of his coming over for a visit. I don't really care about it, but Edd wants us to meet him. I don't know if Edd was the one who invited the male or if he was the one who asked if he can come visit. Like I said, I don't care. I'm planing on staying in my room so I don't have to see him

I'm the type of person that hates being with people. Edd and Matt are an exemption, we've been friends ever sense we were little. So I learned to handle them. But things have definitely changed over the years. For one, this whole 'Soulmate' ordeal. It starts when you turn 18, from then on you would be able to communicate with your soulmate

None surprisingly, Edd and Matt are soulmates. They found that out like a day after talking to each other on their arms. How you may ask? Well, like I said, when you turn 18 you can communicate with your soulmate. That would be by 'Ink communication' when I first found out I was estastic

I was, you could say, the happiest kid ever when I was younger. Since I had both Edd and Matt by my side I was happy. But throughout preschool and highschool things became different. I started to change. I took a big turn. Mostly through highschool

When I was in preschool I always got teased for my eyes. Never really hated for them. But I still found it irritating. My temper became shorter, and shorter

When I was in highschool things were worse, believe it or not. I was bullied. For what? Well my eyes. People called me a monster. Freak. Many names. Some were scared, because they thought I was possessed. Or maybe I was actually a monster. But the thing they don't understand was..

It wasn't my choice

I didn't want to look like a freak. I knew I most likey was a monster. But I never asked to look like this. It's something I don't have control over

But they never understood

Have they ever wondered what it would feel like to be me? A monster? A disgrace? No. No one cared. So why would they want to know how I feel? I changed so much. Way more than Edd and Matt

Matt used to be a jolly kid who cared for everyone, and barely cared about his actions. But now he's a self obsessed narcissist. Only caring about his looks. Of course he still cares deeply about Edd and I. But he cares to much about his looks, sometimes he doesn't know the obvious. And he was such a smart kid! I don't know what happened

Edd was always a happy person. Always caring about his friends. He cares for them more than himself. When he was younger, he would always go help anyone who was down. Make them smile. Now he's to caught up in making others happy. He forgets about his happiness

And me, I used to be the happiest kid out of the group. I used to care of what others think about me. But eventually I grew fond of the fact that no one really likes me. I became a sarcastic alcoholic. And how I became an alcoholic in the first place was when my parents "left"

My dad, he was shot in front of my own eyes, by a bear with a shotgun. My mother, she committed suicide, by rolling off a cliff. But one thing I knew for sure. A bowling ball and a pineapple aren't my biological parents. How would it even be possible? No it was because, when I was a kid I was alone

I had no one. Since my mother died when I was born, and my dad had passed before I was born. So I was put into a orphanage. When I had a new mother adopt me, she had taught me how to take care of myself if she were to ever be gone. And that's what ended up happening