❝you've killed her❞ PJM - angst

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past — present

"Tell me pretty lies." she pleaded, tears falling her eyes. "Look me in the face!" she shouted, teary eyes trying to catch his brown orbs.

"Please. Tell me that you love me." she said, sobbing at this point. Jimin looked up, eyes looking at her broken ones. "Even if it's fake."

He stayed silent, tears secretly welling his dull eyes. "I don't like saying I love you to someone that I don't truly love."

"I don't understand you jimin!" she shouted, pushing him away and weakly punching his chest. "If you don't, then why did you make me feel like this!?"

"Why did you make me feel like I was your everything!" she panted. "Because you are jimin. You're my everything yet you're breaking me like this."

"It hurts to know that all this time, I've given my love to someone who saw me as no one."

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"I do love her hyung I just—" he stopped, his head a mess as he deeply cried. "I just can't admit that to myself yet."

"So you're letting her slip away from you?" Namjoon said eyes dark. "You've already lost her jimin."

"You've broken the heart of the girl you never had in the first place."

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"I don't fucking love you and I never will for heaven sakes! This marriage was only arranged!" he shouted, index finger landing on her forehead as he growled. "You're nothing to me so stop forcing yourself on me!"

Pushing her away, she stumbled, landing on her bum as she cried with embarrassment. The people around her giggled and whispered, pitiful mocking her.

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"I've embarrassed her, and killed her mentally." jimin continued.

"She was the best you could've had jimin." Namjoon scoffed. "Yet you let her go for someone that saw you how you saw y/n."

"You exchanged true love for temporary pleasure."

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"Tell me jimin." she said, turning around and facing him. "Tell me that you don't love me and look me into the face."

"Because if so, then you won't see me anymore."

"I don't love you." he said, looking straight at her eyes as it showed nothing but pain. "I never loved you."

"Okay then." she weakly smiled. "I'll be sending the divorce papers tomorrow."

"I hope you have a good life jimin."

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"She's dead jimin." Seokjin said through the phone. "Y/N's dead"

Jimin felt a pang in his chest as tears fell from his eyes. He didn't expect himself to feel this but here he is. Deeply hurt.

Entering the morgue, he cried as he lifted the white cloth, looking at her pale face.

"You killed her." Seokjin, her brother, growled as he looked at her sister. "You killed her with your words jimin."

"You fucking blamed her for your sister's death when all she ever did was try to stop her from killing herself!" Seokjin shouted, referring to the incident that happened years ago at the river. "They were both 5 year olds jimin are you stupid!?"

"You planned this didn't you?" he grabbed jimin's collar, making him face seokjin. "You made your parents arrange this because you wanted revenge."

"You wanted to make her feel loved and then slowly break her!"

"Are you happy now jimin?"  he growled. "You've killed my sister."

"You're a murderer."

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ik this is shit but i just really wanted to update for yall 🤦‍♀️💀

anyways, this was inspired by the song 'IDFC by blackbear'

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