❝the spark slowly fading❞ jhs - angst

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You were very worried.

Worried at the fact that hoseoks condition was getting worse.

Day by day, as you visit him, you noticed that he was turning paler and weaker.

"hoseokie-ah" you mumbled and he hummed in response, looking at you. You noticed that the spark that hoseok's eyes held was slowly fading away.

"tell me if you feel any pain okay? Or if you need something. I'm always here." you softly mumble.

You then interlocked hands with him and bought hus pale hand onto your lips.

"I...I don't need anything. I only need you." I sighed and felt tears welling my eyes.

"I know babe and same goes to me. But promise me that you'll stay strong for me, eh?"

He weakly nodded muttered words that never failed to make my heart flutter.

"I love you."

"I love you more, hoseok. I love you more."

I panted heavily as I was abrutly awoken from my dream.

What the heck was that?

Before you could even comprehend, your phone starts ringing. Seeing the caller being hoseoks mother, you immediately answered.

"Hello?"

"Y/n?! Thank god you answered! I thought something happened too."

too?

"ahh sorry I just woke up. Anyways, what is it, mom?"

"we want to tell you something. Please do come to the hospital as soon as you can"

"okay mom"

Just like every other day, I walked through the white hall with a frown formed on my face.

I feel like something's wrong.

Turning on the curve, I felt my face turning pale white.

"What....." you muttered as you saw hoseok's family all gathered up and all crying.

You slowly walk to them, feeling your legs wiggling as your strength had suddenly vanished.

"What happened...?"

Hoseok's mom turned around and instantly hugged you,

"h-hoseok." I heavily breathed as I was nervous of what she would say next.

"h-he's dead" no.

no.

no.

no he's not dead!

he can't be dead!

he promised to stay strong!

no no no!

I suddenly felt weak as I heard the news.

Before totally slumping to the floor, yoongi, hoseok's friend hugged me.

Face in his chest, I sobbed.

"He can't be dead! That's not true! He's not dead! He's alive! He's freaking alive!" I threw a tantrum as I couldn't accept the news hoseok's mother had just told me.

"shh shh" yoongi soothed, caressing my hair.

"n-noona" jungkook, also one of hoseok's friends, stuttered.

"hoseok..." you murmured before totally passing out in yoongi's arms.

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