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❝stay❞ myg - angst

Walking through the white hallway was what I hated the most. Seeing people crying because of the sorrow that their relative left.

Hearing people scream unlikely words to the person we believed would always save lives. But why are they doing this? We're not in the place to bad mouth them as we know they did their best to save the person.

My thoughts came to a halt just like my feet when I reached a familiar door. I slowly opened the white door to see my girlfriend peacefully lying on the bed while staring into nothing.

She looked at the door and she immediately smiled as she saw me entering.

"Yoongi" a weak smile was plastered in her face but it didn't reach her eyes.

I placed the plastic bag with food on the table and looked at her. I then got the roses I bought and removed the withered ones in the vase. I slowly placed the new ones inside the vase and looked at the withered ones.

It was weak, vulnerable, just like Y/n. Even though I want her to live forever with me, I can't, because I know fate doesn't want us together. I had to face the truth.

The truth that she was slowly withering.

"Yoongi?" I was cut off from my thoughts as I heard her weak voice.

"hm?"

"please sit beside me"

I obliged, sitting at the chair that was beside her hospital bed.

"What is it baby?"

"I-i just wanna tell you that-that- I want you to find someone when-" I cut her off as I knew what she was going to say.

"No baby. You aren't going to die. You're going to fight and stay with me okay? You have me. We're going to fight this together."

"N-no yoongi. I-i am going to die and nothing can stop that. We can't just keep living in a lie. Fate obviously didn't want us together." she said as she placed her hand on top of mine.

"and I want you to find someone else. I-i want you to live your life with another woman that'll make you happy. I want you to have a family a-and live a happy life with them. I want you to be happy yoongi, a-and that's all that matters."

"B-but-"

"shh. Shut up and just come here and cuddle with me."

"Baby"

"hmm" y/n groaned as she was awoken from her sleep.

"I'm going now, I need to get ready for work." I stated and kissed her pale forehead.

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After dropping my things at our house, I instantly headed to the hospital.

Then again, I walked through the white hallway and stopped at the familiar white door.

Opening it, I saw y/n laying down the bed with her eyes closed.

She slowly opened her eyes, knowing well that I am here.

"Yoongi..." her voice was fading, causing anxiety to build up inside me.

I instantly ran to the chair beside her bed and asked her, "What's wrong baby? Do you need something-" she cut me off by putting a finger against my lips.

"Shh. I-I'm just tired yoongi-ah. Please just stay here and hold my hand. I'm just going to take a short nap." she stated and I nodded.

Yes, I know this was it, but I remained calm as I knew she was tired. I want to end her suffering even though I know that I'll be the one to suffer after this.

I lowered my head and let my warm tears fall. Holding her hand tightly, I sobbed as I heard her soft snores.

Soon enough, the monitor beeped, breaking the silent atmosphere that was around us. I sobbed, not caring if my cries were heard outside.

Minutes later, the door busted open and a doctor accompanied by nurses came in, picking me up and taking me outside.

"Sorry sir,we'll have to ask you to stay outside. We'll do our best to save her."

I sat down a a nearby chair and got my phone out, quickly dialing namjoon.

"hello hyung?"

"n-namjoon"

"hyung?! what happened? why are you crying hyung? where are you?!"

"h-hospital. y-y/n."

"okay we'll be there hyung, just stay strong and wait for us."

I buried my head in between my palms as I sobbed harder.

A voice suddenly shouted my name, and I knew it was namjoon.

"Hyung! Hey hyung calm down. Y/n will survive this. She's strong-" a voice suddenly cut hoseok.

"Mr. Min?"

"Y-yes? That's me. How is she doc? Is she okay?"

"Apparently, her body was too weak. We weren't able to save her Mr. Min. I'm very sorry."

Hearing the doctors remark made me fall on my knees.

'No. No! She can't be dead. No!'

I slowly entered the room and kneeled beside her hospital bed. I held her hand and sobbed harder as the feeling of her cold hands on mine made me shiver.

"Hey baby, I'm here. Wake up now, you said you'll only take a short nap right? So why aren't you waking up yet? You said you'll stay by my side. You said we'll be happy together. You promised me jagi. Y-you promised me." I said as I bought her cold hand near my lips and softly planted a kiss.

"I love you baby."

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A/n

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