Dear future husband,
Being happy is such a special opportunity. I've decided to not let it ever go to waste again. If I am happy, I want to let myself be fully happy.
I think that is the biggest lesson I've learned during this last quarter of college I've been in. I hope that the next time I am happy, I will allow myself to be completely happy and that I won't hold myself back.
Although I've been told recently that I appear pretty irresponsible... if I lived life the way I have been told to live it, I wouldn't want to live anymore. That is how detestable that life seems to me.
So maybe I am not a good person. I'm doing my best to be myself and be good at the same time. I hope to stop comparing myself to others soon, and become an amazing person. I choose to be amazing and ridiculous.
Fear is the only thing holding me back...
