Dear Future Husband...
It's funny how I can judge one person so easily, but accept the exact same trait in another with ease.
This weekend did not go as I planned, but I continue on with the knowledge that bad days eventually fade.
Perhaps a change of scenery will wake me up from life's nightmare, so tonight I ride away from one place and on to another.
Right now, I wonder what my greatest fear is. Judgment, abandonment? It feels like today I am falling and there is no bottom.
They say that fear and excitement are the same feeling. Perhaps falling down and falling up are the same as well. This lack of control is simply me flailing my arms as my body rises out of the abyss, towards the sunrise.
No one bleeds sunrises more than I do.
