Dear Future Husband...
My best friend and I are leading worship songs for Girl's Dorm worship tonight.
I wish you could see it but I guess not.
I was really hyper this afternoon with pure unexplained joy, so tonight with the lights dim and an echo room and keyboard I started playing and singing random lyrics I made up and it sounded so beautiful.
At least to me it sounded beautiful but I still haven't figured out how to do that in public because I feel like they don't like me doing music.
Do you like my music? Have you heard me sing my own lyrics before?
That would take a lot of trust on my part, so don't feel bad if it hasn't happened yet.
So now I've just been crying silent peaceful tears for the past 30 minutes and I think this is a healthy situation.
