Chapter 14

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*Lily's POV*
Once Addie's shift ended she clocked out and we headed to her car. It was a nice black Toyota Camry. "Can I play my Spotify playlist?" I ask "sure go ahead! I'd love to listen to the music you listen to! Also, wanna play like 20 questions or whatever to get to know each other better?" She asks "Sure you go first."
"Ok. Um.. how old are you and what's your sexuality? If you don't mind me asking." She asks
"I don't mind at all. I am 13 years old. My birthday was yesterday. I am a lesbian. I'm also a non-binary." I say
"Ooo cool." She replys as Fuck The Rest by Falling In Reverse comes on.

Charlie, what are you barking at?
Charlie, I'm trying to sing a song, you gotta go.
Charlie, go.
Ahem.

My mind is like a puzzle or a Rubik's Cube,
But figuring me out is something that you shouldn't do.
Because my thoughts are locked inside a padded room
And if these padded walls could talk I'd surely be doomed.
Let's go.

Well, trouble's what they told me since the day I was born.
Evil's what they stamped up on my hospital forms.
I tried to choke my mom with my umbilical cord.
The doctor was too busy amputating my horns.
The devil and the Lord both keep waging a war,
Pulling me in opposite directions, I'm torn.
A change of course, a deadly force, a terrible storm,
Kicking down the devil's door to settle the score.

It's over, I'm older, I'm alive, I'm sober.
Believe me, I'm living, I'm happy, I'm winning.

Faster, faster I am on my way
Straight up this disaster I can truly say
Saved us and I know in my heart if you reach for the stars
All the things that you dream will indeed take you far
So just hope for the best and just say fuck the rest

Well, I should've been aborted when they had the chance
Cause now I'm spilling venom in the ears of the class
And all the high school kids are sick of being told to relax
The crazier the kid the tighter his pants
I'll start a revolution bringing gothic back
I got them marching like an army wearing black on black
Out of a thousand of these motherfucking copycats
None of them can do it quite like I can

It's over, I'm older, I'm alive, I'm sober.
Believe me, I'm living, I'm happy, I'm winning.

Faster, faster I am on my way
Straight up this disaster I can truly say
Saved us and I know in my heart if you reach for the stars
All the things that you dream will indeed take you far
So just hope for the best and just say fuck the rest

I'm so tired of being sick, I'm so sick of being tired.
This is for everyone out there who feels like they've had enough.
This song is for you, and your mother too.

You'll never win, they said.
So stop while you're ahead.
And music is my love and passion's in my blood.
So say what you will, cause I just don't give a fuck.
So get the fuck up, go.

Faster, faster I am on my way
Straight up this disaster I can truly say
Saved us and I know in my heart if you reach for the stars
All the things that you dream will indeed take you far
So just hope for the best and just say fuck the rest
And just say fuck the rest
And just say fuck the rest Charlie! Charlie! What are you barking for?! Charlie bite my finger. Oww Charlie!

We sang the entire song and yelled the last part. We both end up laughing. After we ask a few questions Just Like You by Falling In Reverse comes on as we pull in the driveway. We look at each other and we just sit there singing the song.

I'm aware that I am an asshole
I really don't care about all of that no
I got nothing to prove
But honestly I'm just like you

I'm coming back
I've been this way since 17
I got a fucked up brain
And a really bad attitude
I blame it on my child abuse

So you don't want to be
Too close to me
Cause you might see my broken heart

I'm aware that I am an asshole
I really don't care about all of that no
I'm living my life
The way that I want to
And you can't deny
That honestly I'm just like you
Just like you
Just like you

I came so lonely for the longest time
They tell me that I'm such a loveable guy
Or could it be something I just said?

You don't want to be
Too close to me
Cause you might see my broken heart

I'm aware that I am an asshole
I really don't care about all of that no
I'm living my life
The way that I want to
And you can't deny
That honestly I'm just like you
Just like you

And I'm always stuck with some bad luck
And I hate being fat
She breaks her back

And don't tell me I'm not worth it
You are just far from perfect

I'm aware that I you are an asshole
I got all of that though

I'm aware that I am an asshole
I really don't care about all of that no
I'm living my life
The way that I want to
And you can't deny
That honestly I'm just like you

Once the songs ends Addie turns the car off and we go inside. "What took you guys so long to get out of the car?" Gazelle asks while raising an eyebrow. Oh fyi everyone is here. Like everyone. "Because Just Like You came on." I answer. "By Three Days Grace?" Shadows asks. "No Black Veil Brides. Actually it was by Falling In Reverse." I say a bit sarcastic at first. "SOMEONE ACTUALLY LISTENS TO MY MUSIC!!! WOOOOO!! I GET 20 DOLLARS! GIVE IT UP CC!" I hear crackhead (Ronnie) yell. I look over at my bitch buddy and she looks like she is trying her hardest not to scream her head off. "Go for it." I whisper to her. "Really?! But won't they think I'm just some chick using you because you are family of all of my idols?" She asks kinda nervous "Yes I'm sure. EVERYONE PLUG YOUR EARS!!!" I say yelling the last part. "This girl is a fan, and has been holding in her scream since we got in the hospital.. so I'm letting her release it!" They all immediately cover their ears. She screams and it's like I didn't even cover my ears. I see the guys giggle a bit. She stops screaming and we all uncover our ears. "Thank you. I normally don't do this but I had to. If I didn't I would've passed out.. heh" she says kinda embarrassed and nervoused. After that they all sign something and take pictures we sit down, order a lot of pizza, get to know her better, and watch movies. Best but sad night ever. I think. I whined up falling asleep in Dad's lap. Don't judge me. It was comfy.

A/N I know that I'm not putting Uncle infront of their names because that takes to long. But she has respect for them. Btw these are the nicknames and who they belong to: British man= Oli
Vic= shortyyyy
Kellin= shorty #2
Tony/Dad= old turtle Haven= fav turtle
Jaime= skunk
Mike= giraffe
Andy is gazelle
Ashley is Purdy boi
Jinxx is killer clown  Jake is arm Pitts cause his last name is Pitts
Cc is adult child
Addie is bitch buddy

I also realized that like only one person is continuing with reading this and I thank you. This is my first story so bare with me. Shout-out to whoever is reading this. Be safe! Have a good night or day!! Bye lovely(s)~🖤

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