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better explaining

Alright,, so here's something or more I wanted to say.

So today I went to play this football match and got second place so I couldn't really get so sorting out this a/n.

Okay, so first, I wanted to explain why I actually wanted a break.

Not only because of my low self-confidence, but because of how stressed I'm feeling about things. I originally made this account to write about my OCs, but never got around to doing it. I fell into the countryhuman fandom hole and I fell only for Russia-,, But anyways,, After falling into the fandom, I began to consider writing stories about it and did.  I decided to do an xreader insert, you know, just to get things started. After it got a bunch of reds in such a short time, I felt confident enough to begin writing about my character, but then nobody read that. It's also the same for my other account, which I won't @.   (note- my x oc on the other account has been up for about a month without any attention, just in case you're wondering or confused.)

What I'm trying to say is, I'm not feeling as great as I did about writing anymore. I feel like I'm stuck writing x Readers until I find people who would actually read the things I enjoy making. I'm not saying I hate making these stories for readers, it's just that I enjoy writing about my OCs more. Of course I'm not trying to guilt trip you into reading my x OC, seeing that it won't really matter as I'm deleting it,, I'm just trying to explain this.

But yeah,, the reason I wrote wad because it was more of a stress-reliever, it was like venting except I didn't have to say any of my problems. Writing made me happy, just as happy as reading other stories.  But now it feels like hell.
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I'm not feeling comfortable, basically. It's lowering my confidence so I just can't write. I don't have ideas, or I end up hating them. It's impossible to write a chapter like this.

There's the proper explanation as to why I want to take a break from writing.

Again.       You do not have to read my x OCs, I am only explaining why I want to take a break