It feels like it's better when I'm not around.
Should I disappear and never be found?
Really, I don't mind, I'm not hurt.
I'm getting used to being treated like dirt.
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Being away from me, are you thrilled?
Would you be relieved if I was killed?
I don't know where or what we are anymore.
I lied; everything hurts badly to the core.
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Could it be that you are already tired of me,
Even when I love and care for you endlessly?
I too, get tired, telling you how I want to be treated.
That in itself, the purpose is defeated.
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I wish you'd show more love in both word and action
And that you'll never again lie, even by a fraction.
Because that's what made it hard to trust you in your absence.
I don't even know when you will ease me with your presence.
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Would you miss me if I was actually the one,
Who is absent and even possibly gone?
I keep praying for some comfort and clarification
And never again to drown in this kind of situation.
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Star Ashley Cruz
Jan. 25, 2020
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