R.I.P. (Radical. Immortal. Poetry.)

Reverse Sanity

I am Drifting in a sea of sadness

not even drowning leads me to madness,

and you don't know how to comfort me

which reverses my very sanity

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I hate myself for asking too much from you

but I keep wishing you'd show me your love is true,

And I won't need to beg you to make me feel,

that our love is obviously and actually real.

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I detest how much I need your affection,

And I cry over your lack of appreciation

Of who I am and what I do and desire for us,

I hope our relationship will not turn to dust.

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Fear consumes me due to this uncertainty,

if only your love can save me immediately,

and hopefully you will not be too late,

for then tears will stay a part of my fate.

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Aug. 19 2015