I Think Im In Love With My Best Friend

Chapter 4: Losing Anthony

Soo I continue to wait for Anthony, and he finally walks into class, he sits beside me and we talked about stuff like we always do and then I told him

Anthony guess what??

What??

I got a crush on somebody and Ive been dying to tell you

Who is it??? (In my mind im wondering.. Is this the moment she tells me she loves me or is her crush somebody else??)

Its Matthew from the first day, the one that was sitting in your seat beside me!

I sit there angrier than ever wishing that this was all a bad dream, but its not.. this is real life and I hate it (I lost the only girl that I have ever loved and now that she has a new crush I really dont want to be the person that she talks to right now, so from now on I dont think im going to be talking to Lucy.. It hurts me to do this but I cant just see her loving another guy when im in love with her to.)

Lucy sits there waiting for a reply.........

But Anthony gets up and leaves the classroom looking madder than ever

I wonder why he left??? I hope he didnt get mad at me.. But maybe he just went to the bathroom or something. He should come back soon, I know how he is, ill just wait for him

I wait and wait for Anthony to come back, but he never showed up. I sit in my desk talking to myself, hoping that I didnt lose my bestfriend forever

All of a sudden Matthew comes in and he sits right beside me

Hey are you okay you look sad??

Im okay its just that I think Anthony is mad at me right now.

Why?? What Happened??

I dont know I just told him something that ive been dying to tell him and he got up looking madder than ever and walked out of the class and he never came back, and im getting really worried.

Well what did you tell him?? If you dont mind me asking

I sit there thinking to myself "should i tell him that I have a crush on him and get it over with or should I just forget about the whole thing"... But I decide to tell him

Well I actually told him that I had a crush on this amazing guy and when I told him that he just got up angry and walked out of the class.

And who is the guy?? Maybe you have a crush on someone that he doesnt like and he got really pissed off.

Well actually the guy is you and its okay if you dont like me back ill get over it

Really??? I feel the same way, ever since I went to your house for lunch and we talked for hours, all that I could think about was you. You were on my mind 24/7, and I never thought that you would tell me this, im just really happy now :)

You really have a crush on me?? (I sit there blushing thanking God that he has found my Mr. Right)

Yes I do and I have a question for you..

What???

I know that we just met and everything but I have feelings for you that I never had before.. But my question is that if you wiil you be my girlfriend??

I sit their blushing, smiling, doing everything a normal girl would do in a situation like this

I finally answered him, Yes I Will Be Your Girlfriend

He hugged me and said I will be the bestest boyfriend that you will ever have, I wont let anyone ever hurt you, Nothing will tear us apart

I sit their listening to him say the most cutest things

He now wants me to sit with him in Art Class, I dont know what to do, I cant hurt Anthony and I definetely cant hurt my boyfriend.. Its time to make a decision on where to sit...

I guess ill sit with Matthew since Anthony aint here today.. and from then on ill see what happens

Later on that evening schools out and Matthew offers to take me home and of course I accepted

When he got to my stop, he said that he'll see me tomorrow and that he loved me and then he gave me a kiss.

I went inside and went to my room, I pick up the phone to call Anthony to see what happened to him today at school.

I called like 20 times and it sent me straight to voicemail

I sit there wondering if Anthony is ignoring me or not, but then I think noo he cant be hes my bestfriend and he would never do that to me, maybe his phone is off or something

Its now nighttime and I still havent heard anything from Anthony, so I called his house this time and his mom picked up

"Hello"

"Hi Mrs: Susan can I please speak to Anthony??"

"Hold on let me get him"

"I sit on my bed waiting for an answer"

"Sorry but Anthony said that he cant talk to you right now, he said that he has homework and stuff to do, maybe you can talk to him tomorrow"

"Okay Thank You Mrs: Susan"

I hang up the phone, and lay down for bed. But all I could think about now is Anthony, he would never ignore me like he did today, I really need to talk to him and see if hes ignoring me or not.