Kookie was never one to pry which made me feel guilty since he worries about me so much at times especially when I'm any type of sick

"the stars are really beautiful tonight hyung" he said with the brightest smile ever that always melted my heart and i just sat there taking in everything about him

He was so god damn gorgeous that it annoyed me to no end it made me want to kiss him endlessly i sat up taking a sip of whiskey from the bottle before i blurted it out "im dying"

Jungkook chuckled and sat up hugging me "are you cold we can always go back into the house and warm up"

"No kookie you don't understand" i said trying to get him to be serious we did joke a little bit too much "I don't have much time to live my cancer is kicking my ass"

Jungkook sat there not saying anything then he just bursted into tears holding me in his lap "y-you can't die your not allowed to die and just leave me here on my own! I can't live without you!" He yelled obviously mad at the world but who could blame him i was angry as well

"You think i want to! Im scared jungkook i dont know what to do I'm scared for the both of us because I don't want to die and leave you here all by yourself I can't live without you either"

We both sat in silence thinking of solutions that didn't have any answers jungkook gave me hope to live more and whatever he suggested i was ready to change what i had to just for him if i have to get chemo then I will even if it eventually destroys me

I can't leave jungkook

But then there was another idea that popped into my head that might work that's if jungkook agrees "impregnate me"

Jungkook choked on air when i said that he started to cough wildly "w-what did you just say? I hope you didn't  just say what i thought you said because if you did that means your drunk and i am too"

"Im not drunk you ass we're both not lightweights and you know that maybe this will work maybe a baby will heal me" i said shaking him by his shoulders

"Im not going to have sex with you your a man how do two men even do the do"

"Through the poop chute, you know in the a-"

"Don't even say it! Im not going to do that I'll hurt you your already sick and fragile"

"Why does everyone keep saying that im far from fragile i can take a little bit of man handling so man handle me jungkook! throw me around! Cmon its not that hard you can imagine me as IU since you love her so much I'll even moan like a girl you wont even notice it"

Jungkook rolled his eyes and pulled me closer to him "i-if this is your dying wish then so be it but promise me that this wont get weird between us that we'll only do this until you get pregnant okay" i nodded and got serious my heart beat was going through the roof especially when his lips touched mine

I gripped his hair kissing him back a little bit aggressively but jungkook liked it since he moaned into my mouth i pulled his head back by his hair "hold your tongue out" he did as i told him too waiting for what i was about to do

I started to tongue kiss him sucking and slurping his tongue while grinding in his lap jungkook picked me up and held me walking towards our shared room

Yeah we slept in the same bed but we always did that as kids since I couldn't sleep without him it was a waste getting a two bedroom but now that jungkooks on board with being my baby daddy this whole situation works out

He gently laid me onto the bed but i could still feel the tenseness between us jungkook was scared and it was visible in his face

"Lets stop jungkook this wont work your obviously straight im surprised you didn't gag while we kissed" i said while sitting back up "you can get off me now"

Jungkook didn't say anything he let me stand up "sorry for suggesting something so stupid" i said it was really a stupid idea how could a baby ever solve a problem like this now we'll be awkward with each other

"N-No hyung wa-" he said

"I should've asked jimin he's been trying to take my virginity since highschool" i said with a little chuckle I didn't say it to offend the child but it was true what was I thinking trying to get pregnant by a straight me and jimin had somewhat a understanding plus we liked the same gender so it wouldn't be weird between us

He's just not my type

"I'll go sleep on the couch tonight, good night kooks" i said once again still not getting a answer that must've meant he was pissed but before i could reach out for the door jungkook harshly slammed he against the door eyes full of rage as if he let a fire in them

"Don't ever say the stupid shit that came out of your mouth ever again! Jimin isn't your type he couldn't dominate you even if he tried he's a bottom and i can tell that just by looking at him" woah angry jungkook was always sexy jungkook

"W-wai-"

"Your gonna get your ass on that bed and your going to undress for me you got it" he said  mischievously "and when you get undressed i want you to bend over and open yourself up for me" i was terrified okay yeah i waited like my whole life for this moment but seeing jungkook in action made me pray for my ass

I walked to the bed slowly loving the dark stare he had on me i started to undress but my mind was screaming wondering how did we even get this far

"Hurry up and bend over daddy's getting anxious" jesus please take the wheel because that was the most sexiest thing I've ever heard come out of jungkook's mouth

"Suck your fingers baby and get them wet" I'm literally about to have a aneurysm, i started to suck my fingers and in the background i could hear jungkook undressing as well i was about to look back at him but before i could he stopped me

"Dont look yet wait till i say you can" i sat there still sucking on my fingers until he got closer to me "now finger yourself and look at me" when i looked back at him i almost had a heart attack

In my dreams i always fantasied what jungkook naked would look like and now that I've seen him like this nothing could compare to this beautiful man right in front of me

"You want it dont you" he said to me so sexily as he stroked himself i was almost drooling at this point getting anxious for him to fuck me out of my mind but he wanted to take it slow which i did not mind

I wanted to remember how his touch will felt because i know after this everything will change between us

We won't be the same old jungkook and taehyung anymore

"Bite the pillow" he said with such force that made me desperate and i did everything he asked sometimes i did it without him having to say a thing

My skin felt so calm when his fingers glided gently down my back  "your so pretty hyung" he whispered before he kissed down my spine

Crying would've been a good option right now because i felt that way finally the boy i loved all these years was touching me the way i wanted he called me pretty and i felt it i always felt like that when i was with him

"Don't ever change on me" he whispered onto my neck he then positioned himself behind me holding my body as if he lets go now i would shatter into a million pieces

"P-please dont die on me taehyung" he said shakily as he pushed into me slowly i gripped the sheets and bit my lip feeling the burning sensation increase but that all changed when jungkook started to thrust slowly into me

I could feel him we were as one now and i didn't regret it call me greedy if you want but i craved jungkook in every form i wanted him even if he didn't want me back

Suddenly he changed positions lying me onto my back roughly pushing back into me making us both moan "i love you jungkook" i said not really thinking but it felt like the right time to say it

He smiled at me but that smile was so sad and it pained me "i love you too baby" he whispered onto my lips then we kissed passionately as he made sweet love to me that whole night

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