12. | trouble in paradise

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CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, MILD ANGST, FLUFF, MENTIONS OF ALCOHOL AND DRUGS, DEGRADING NAMES AND RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS

TWITTER CHAT
cheesecakeyoongs

TAEHYUNG
hey, hyung :)

TAEHYUNG
what's up?

YOONGI
not much, i guess

YOONGI
how are you and jungkook doing?

YOONGI
how long is he staying for?

TAEHYUNG
we're doing really good

TAEHYUNG
and he's staying for another day
and then he's gonna go back to renji :(

YOONGI
that sucks

TAEHYUNG
it does

TAEHYUNG
anyway, i wanted to talk to you
about us

TAEHYUNG
about our relationship/friendship/
whatever the fuck it is

YOONGI
mhm?

YOONGI
before you break my heart, can i
ask you something first? please?

TAEHYUNG
i'm not gonna break your heart

TAEHYUNG
and of course, go ahead!

YOONGI
did you ever actually love me?

YOONGI
or did you just use me as a coping
mechanism to get over jungkook?

YOONGI
please be truthful because i need
to know

TAEHYUNG
i really did love you, hyung

TAEHYUNG
you mean so much to me

TAEHYUNG
you are so much more than
just a coping mechanism

YOONGI
did you love me as much as you
love jungkook?

TAEHYUNG
hyung :(

TAEHYUNG
i think you already know the
answer

TAEHYUNG
i'm so sorry

YOONGI
why do you still love him, tae?

YOONGI
i mean

YOONGI
he left you for three years without
any contact, he's married now, he
caused you so much pain, he's the
reason you're filling yourself with
drugs, and he's treated you so
badly ever since you started dating
for the second time

YOONGI
why do you still love him?

YOONGI
was my love not enough?

TAEHYUNG
it was more than enough

TAEHYUNG
you helped me through so much

TAEHYUNG
it really meant a lot to me

YOONGI
but it didn't work for you

YOONGI
i know you're still abusing drugs,
so you don't have to lie about it

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