My lady- not!

|| T W E N T Y- F I V E ||

After our romantic day at the field, Alec decided to stop being stingy and rented a carriage for us to sightsee.

Although I'm still feeling a bit weak, I still leaned in to the window and look at the scenery in front of me. It was a magnificent view of the sun setting down from between hills while the sky was spread in colors like orange, red, violet, blue, and pink.

"Beautiful" I can only whisper at what I'm seeing now.

Again, I could feel my husband boring holes onto my side face as I ignore him. These days, I could sense his gaze on me, and that both intrigues and scare me, after all, the plot of the story has been deviating into its original position.

"I have to do something in the palace tomorrow, I might not come back"

So that's how it is.

His eyes were staring right into me and I couldn't help but sigh. What can I do? He's one of the pillars in our kingdom, he doesn't have any free time. Now I can't go out again and maybe this is the last time I could go out. Besides I still have to curry favor with him, don't want to be sent in the guillotine after all.

Thank goodness I didn't transmigrate into a busy person.

"I wish that you gain success in whatever you were atask with, my dear husband" I said in a gentle tone, fulfilling my wife's duties can be called as compensation for the date.

He kissed my forehead and didn't return to his seat. I could still feel his warm lips on my forehead and I couldn't help but touch it. Smiling foolishly, I let myself succumb to deep sleep.

...

It's been three days since I have seen my husband. The palace maids told me that they're still inside and are handling something. I could only return and face the twins' dejected face every time I say 'no dada".

"Madam! Young master Haru is getting another tantrum again!" One of the maids said which alarmed me.

Walking downstairs, I saw my children crying in full blast. Their faces were covered with snot and tears as they screech into the whole place. The maids were looking helplessly as Amy tried to coax them but they only screech so loud their father could probably hear them.

"Give them to me," I said icily which made the whole people dead silent.

I never really expressed my anger towards the twins and have never been seen by the maids.

But now, I think I have to break it so these two kids of me won't turn into spoiled brats.

"Ma-madam...they stopped so-"

"Give them to me Amy"

Amy handed the kids to me while I stared at them silently. Haru and Fuyu were just looking at me with their tears on. Although my heart aches for them, I still need to discipline them at an early age to prevent trouble.

The maids dispersed by Amy's glance and only me and the kids were left in the hall. I took them with me and placed them inside their bedroom before I took their underpants and hitting their bottom.

"Aww! Mama...hik...huhuhu"

"Mama! Hik...hik...mama..."

They both cried as I hit their bottom till it got red from my hit. I can feel my chest getting heavier every time I hit them. After getting 5 hits from their bottom, I immediately took a soothing salve and spread it into their bottom.

"Don't cry anymore.... Mommy... mommy's doing it to... to prevent you two from becoming brats into the future" I said shakily while I wiped their cheeks.

(AN: This got so many comments and I understand all of your opinions and views on this, I respect them. I'm sorry to everyone that got triggered in this part, I truly am. I do not want to impose my thoughts upon you and never will I. I truly am sorry for this part but I don't think I'll delete this, there are the good and bad in every story, and even if this part is in the latter part, I would still acknowledge what I have written and will do my best to avoid writing insensible matters like this. Thank you for your understanding)

"Mama...huhuhu...mama...awy!" I kissed Haru's cheek as he cried to me.

"Awy...mama...awy...huhuhu" I kissed fuyu's head to make her feel better.

After crying a lot, the kids have begun to feel sleepy, and eventually, they were off to dreamland.

"Madam" Amy jumped into me immediately after I closed the twins' door.

"Don't worry, I already applied medicine to them" I glumly said as Amy nodded at my response. "I did it so they grow up as a better person and not a spoiled one"

"Ma-madam"

"I know, my heart aches too...but this is what I'm supposed to do because I'm their mother"

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I just wanted to let you people have a glimpse of what motherhood is for our single female lead. She is not experienced in kids but she knows the basic necessities and she makes mistakes as well.

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