Afraid // Jaeyong // Texting ff

38. a bunch of crying and junk food

Jaemin POV

no friggin jam

hey baby
how are you?

I'm okay I think
we've just been crying a lot

aw honey:(

I mean
they never were very like good parents yk?
but they tried their best
and we all loved them
even Taeyong which is impressive considering everything they messed up while raising him
like as the first born

why?
you don't have to tell me if you don't want to

let's just say they made some bad decisions and didn't really understand him
he was alone a lot
and when they were home as I said they didn't make the best decisions

thank you for telling me
I hope they were smarter once you were born

well my siblings took a big part in raising me so I was better off than Tae

I'm glad you were

haha
can we talk later?
I need to hear your voice

yeah of course
I miss you

I miss you too
and the last two days have just been a bunch of crying and junk food and I just need a break

aw
I'll call you later

okay thank you
how was your christmas?

pretty good
the usual stressful running around and straight talk
but aside from that it was kinda nice
I saw my family again so yeah

that's nice
I'm happy for you

thank you baby
I hope it was okay for you too

as I said it was
alright
very sad
but we had each other
and Yerim told them about her baby
and I think they would be so proud of her

I'm sure they are
she's so strong
and she's having this baby alone after the dad told her he doesn't want one
I mean
I'd be hella proud

right?
I'm so proud of her

do you want me to call now?

yes please

okay
just give me two minutes to get some privacy then I'll call you

okay thank you
I love you

I love you too