Afraid // Jaeyong // Texting ff

34. you don't have to tell me how we met

Taeyong POV

Broyoung

hey how are things going with Jaehyun?

good
I mean I'm really in love with him

but?

no there's no but

I can almost hear it tell me

it's just
it's hard to date someone
cause I don't have time

you see each other 24/7

yeah I know but we're always at work or driving somewhere
there's no time for us yk?

yeah I get it
what about the nights?

well when we come home it's always very late and we just both fall asleep

are you sleeping in the same bed?

yeah
but he sneaks in and out before and after the kids are awake/asleep every day

that's a complicated sentence

should I explain it again?

no I got it
wait why were you complaining again?

you know what
I'm just gonna text Ten
see ya

NO
I'm sorry
that was mean
you don't really have time for a relationship

yeah
I mean I really love him
and I know we've been only dating for like two months but I just care about him so much
I don't want to lose him

you won't
you both knew this would be hard from the beginning
and I know you can make it
he's so good for you
he makes you happy I can sense that

he really does

so talk to him
tell him you want to make this work
I'm sure he wants that too just as much as you do

probably

no not probably
he loves you okay?
and talking always helps
so please

I will
I'll talk to him

good
now go get back to work

I was just about to say I have to get back

yeah I know that's how you always end every conversation ever

damn
okay bye

bye

—

Tennessee

alright
I could come to Seoul in two weeks
but I'm not sure yet

omg please

I'm trying
when are you gonna be here?

next year
like in 10 months or smth

okay yeah that's too long

exactly

I'll try to get out of work for a couple of days
then I'd be there for like four or five days

yessss
do ittttt

well it's all kinda depending on my boss rn
but he likes me so it should be okay

goooood
I need you here:(

I know I need you too

I'll try to visit you more often

same
well you're the one with money so you should visit me more often alright let's make it happen

you're weird

isn't that why you're friends with me

I guess
I just keep wondering how we ended up like this

our parents thought it would be a good idea to send us to chinese boarding school (why is still a mystery to me lol)
and we both didn't know Chinese so we always talked in English and that's how we became friends

yeah I know I was there you don't have to tell me how we met

anyway
how are you doing Taeyong?

I'm alright
tired
exhausted as fuck
but yeah
everything's fine

wow are you high?

no just tired
how are you?

I'm fine
I have this really irritating colleague but I got better at ignoring him

good for you

thanks
how are Jaemin and Jeno?
and Yerim?

they're all good
Yerim is getting more and more anxious because the baby will be here in like a few months
but we're helping her out as much as we can and I know she'll be great with her
and Jaemin and Jeno are disgustingly happy
but I'm happy for Jaemin
he deserves to be happy

so do you!!!

yeah whatever
that's not what this is about
text me as soon as you know if you can come here okay?

yes

thanks
I gotta go now
but we'll talk later?

yup later:)

great
bye bye

byee

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