12/10/19
Do you find it normal when your friends KNOW pretty damn well you're not doing so fine and having insecurities and that's exactly the right moment they come to you crying with the same doubts and problems and the only thing you wanna do is ignore them but then you think you'd be a bitch?
I don't.
I mean, can't you choose another moment? Can't you realize that maybe I'm not in the mood to reassure you and maybe I wanna mind my business and talk about light and easy stuff?
I used to say this: sometimes when you are down it is useful to concentrate on someone else's problems, because you can distract yourself and maybe rationalize it all etc.
But still, what the fuck! There's a line! If I am THE FIRST you can't demand my attention, it's you who need to back off! It's you who need to focus on me. Or even better, 'cause really I don't want to force any reaction and not all is due to me, you should simply keep it to yourself 'cause I don't have the time and will!!!
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