*A jungkook ff*
She left me and now i feel like i am alone in the whole world... i see tae and jimin hyung teasing me playfully, jin hyung making tteotbeokke but its tasteless today. I was not enjoying even the tiniest things they were saying. I was...
I was at a fanmeet, it was organised specially for me to interact with my fans, tae hyung told me that he will be available whenever i need him.
I was with jinni only for like 15days but it was as if i knew her for years and Its been only 15mins while i was all laughing and smiling with fans but still felt like i had been sitting here from days, feeling already tired. How am gonna pass 2 hours faking this.
Deep inside, inside i was fuming, fuming with rage, anger and an unknown emotion i myself couldn't interpret, as to why she left me without a word.
She didnt even bid farewell. Or a simple goodbye before she left.
Did she ever, even liked me a bit??
A fan asked me," how it had been since i return from military??"
I repeated the question again in my mind. How it had been since I returned from military? How it had been? It had been amazing, incredible. I never felt so at home, i felt it after my return.
I looked at her and flashes came in...her innocent face came to mind.
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#flashes...
She was at diner when i called her, she was wearing as usual my shorts and my white t-shirt.
I asked her why she isn't wearing innerwear again to which she replied," i suffocate in those. Those are so tight. Its like someone is pressing them." Pointing towards her chest.
I was brought back to the present by her question again. I smiled at her and replied," felt really good."
I was scanning the whole hall and see these girls wearing so much of make up and pretending to be cool in outfits that they cant breathe even and then there's my girl who even dont like wearing a bra. Yeah she is my girl. But i hate her. Now. Or. Do i?
I had never seen her even applying a lipstick. I tried it even once,applied some make up and lipstick on her lips. It took her seconds and she just ate it up all swiping her tongue at her lips saying wow its so fruity but she dont like the shape of the lipstick as it reminds her of the peeing pipe.
Yeah you are right. I never corrected her peeing pipe thing as i liked her calling it that only.
I didnt like the idea of making her mind dirty.
Would she still be thinking that she is pregnant as i kissed her? I told her that humans make babies by kissing each other for long like for few minutes swirling tongue in each others mouth. She was in trauma for like an hour when i kissed her that now she will become fatty, her belly will protrude and wont be able to do martial arts.
