the love we once had

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The love we once had...
Was something beautiful
And loving
But...
As time passed
It became painful
And sad.
And so with these last words
I have...
I want to say
Im sorry,
I'm sorry for not being normal,
For not being the perfect child,
For being worthless
And,
I'm sorry for not being pretty enough,
For not being shorter
And,
For being stupid.

But
all i needed and wanted was to be loved
And to be cared for
But when I needed you most
You were never there for me
Why?
Because you never cared about me,
You never cared about anyone,
And in my time of death
You were no where to be seen
Not by my side that for sure
But I knew where you were,
You were with another slut at the bar

But,
Even though I had no one there in my time of death,
no one ever loved me anyways
But
I'm ok with that now
Because I can feel Death Hug me
With the reason he hugged me, is
He knows what it's like not to be loved or cared for.
So he hugged me
So I can feel what love is
And what it feels like to be loved
Because that was my dieing wish.

So with my last words I say
Thank you,

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