Ciel X Reader

Chapter 25

Your pov

It's been a few weeks since Sebastian said those words to Ciel. Even though Ciel and I are 22 and 23 he still treats us like we're 17. Alyssa and S/N are exhausted from taking care of their baby girl. She has brown hair like Alyssa and her green eyes, Not sure how S/N didn't show in her. Whenever S/N asks for mine or Ciel's help Sebastian always does it for us and refuses to let us have any part in her life until we can take care of ourselves. I understand that Sebastian has a contract with Ciel but I feel like killing him. We were in the study when Alyssa brought my granddaughter with her and let me hold her. Sebastian came in not soon after and told me to give her to him. I shook my head and continued to bounce lightly as Amanda started to fall asleep (Amanda- granddaughter) Sebastian tried to take her again but when he went to take her she stared to get fussy. Alyssa shooed Sebastian away reminding him we were parents too. S/N and Alyssa went out for a couple days "Sebastian, where are you?" I heard D/N from down the hall and I mentally thanked her while Sebastian ignored what Alyssa said trying to grab at Amanda. Ciel stood up and walked over to me when Amanda started to coo. I giggled and smiled when Ciel kissed her forehead. Sebastian left the room and D/N hugged him tightly with a smile plastered along her face. "Yes my love?" Sebastian had hugged her back and blushed slightly when she showed him a pregnancy test. Sebastian stopped her before she ran in the room to tell us. "Why don't we wait to tell them." D/N looked up at him puzzled and shook her head. "Sebastian they're my parents and need to know." D/N opened the door and Sebastian took the test away from her. "Not now love" he whispered in her ear and hugged her from behind. Ciel growled lightly and I couldn't help but giggle. Ciel looked at me then glared at Sebastian, I smiled as Amanda grabbed his shirt. "Momma, what would you think of me having a baby" I smiled and looked up at D/n and Ciel shook his head "no absolutely not, not my baby girl, nooooope!" I chuckled and nodded slightly and Ciel stared at her "why-.-" she looked down and Sebastian sighed. I backed away slowly and sat in Ciels chair while Amanda fell asleep. "Sebastian get out" I looked up to see Ciel getting ready to throw his lamp at Sebastian. "Ciel!" i yelled after him. D/N stood there with a scared expression I've never seen before. D/N ran out of the room and Sebastian followed her. Ciel almost ran after them but stopped and looked at me. I looked down and Amanda started to fuss, "I'm going to our room, Don't go see them. You'll just make her more upset" I walked out the door and toward our room. Amanda calmed down and started to cuddle into me. I was pretty tired myself, I decided I'd lay down and cuddle Amanda. She was so cute.

Ciel came upstairs not too long after, I was falling asleep but was woken up. I felt around for Amanda but she wasn't there. I don't think I've gotten up so fast in my entire life. Ciel was standing by the window holding her close to him, she gripped his finger and started to laugh. "You know, I miss them, when they were young. They grew up too fast." He started to cry and sniffle as he gave a small chuckle. I blushed and looked up at him. "I miss them too, you know I'm pregnant right?" I chuckled softly and he smiled while nodding his head. 

Your POV

I woke up with a sharp pain in my stomach, I looked over to Ciel and slapped his arm a few times before he finally got up. He pulled me close to him and turned the light on. I couldn't help but panic and cry when I looked down at the sheets and saw blood everywhere. Ciel got up and carried me to the tub before ripping the sheets off calling for Sebastian.

Time skip

It's been about a month since I lost the baby, Ciel hasn't touched me in fear I'd get pregnant and we'd loose it again. I finally crawled out of the bed and went to the bathroom. I splashed water on my face and brushed my teeth before changing into a loose dress. Just as I was about to open the door Ciel came in and picked me up setting me on the bed. "Ciel, what are you doing" he smiled and kissed my forehead. "Nothing, sorry" I looked at him and frowned slightly then got off the bed. "I'm going to go outside and look at the garden" Ciel smiled and nodded then followed me to the door. "I'll be in my office Y/N" I nodded and smirked as I walked outside. A few moments later I came back inside and to the office. I opened the door and Ciel looked up for a split second then back down at his paperwork "thought you were looking at the garden" I giggled and closed the door locking it "um I did but I got bored..." he looked up and lifted his eyebrow as I got closer to him "... Ciel~ will you play with me" he shook his head and continued his paperwork. I groaned and sat on the sofa in his office. "Ciel..." I didn't look at me and it was irritating. What guy refuses sex! I've been staring at him for the last 20 minutes and he hasn't budged. "I can't take this anymore" I blushed slightly and lifted my dress up, rubbing my clit as I squeezed my breast softly. I bit my lip as I rubbed myself faster. I groaned slightly and started to pant when I fingered myself "C-ciel~" I looked over at him and I don't think he was paying any attention. I blushed a darker read when I felt a knot in my stomach about to burst. My breathing became heavier as I moved faster and rubbed myself at the same time. "Ah! Ah~ Ciel!~" he looked up at me and blushed a dark red as I came all over my hand. He cleared his throat and stood up. "I-im done with my paperwork" I shook my head and stood up "I'm satisfied now..." I was still painting not as heavily but I had to wash my hands and clean up. "He grabbed my arm and pulled me to him then wrapped his arms around me. "Ciel let me go" I chuckled and blushed as he lifted my dress up. "But I haven't had my fun yet" he bit my ear softly and sat on the sofa pulling me into his lap facing away from him. He slid his fingers in me and held me close, too close to really move. I groaned softly and bit my lip as I arched my back. "Ciel, f-faster~" he chuckled and moved his fingers faster and deeper. I grabbed his thigh and squeezed hard arching my back more. "Ah! Y/N that hurts" I breathed heavily and let him go, I was so close and he stopped. I whined and looked at him, he turned me so I was facing him, he unzipped his pants and his member sprung out. I looked down blushing slightly, I positioned him at my entrance and sat on him slowly. I gripped his shirt and he stopped, waiting for me to adjust, but that didn't happen. I didn't want him to think something was wrong so I continued. A few tears slid down my face and he pulled my body close to his. "We don't have to do this" I buried my face in his chest as he lifted me off of him but still in his lap. "It's been a while hasn't it" I nodded slightly and kissed his neck and wrapped my hand around his member moving my hand slowly against him. He groaned slightly and slipped his hand under my dress once more, prompting me to go faster. I looked up and kissed his lips softly only for ciel to grab my breast and kiss me passionately. He massaged my breast, giving little squeezes running his finger over my nipple. I blushed and swirled my hand around his tip earning a small groan from him, pulling away for air he paused and bit my neck gently suckling on the flesh. "You're intoxicating" I smirked and pushed him down getting on top of him. I gave small kisses along his jaw line then down his neck and chest. His gaze never leaving me, wondering what i will do next. I moved further down until I came face to face with his member. I felt my face up causing a crimson red blush across my face. I stuck my tongue out and licked his tip then wrapping my mouth around it twirling my tongue around it. He shuddered and moaned for me in response. I placed my hand on this shaft moving it slowly with the speed m mouth was moving. "F-Fuck Y/n" I moved my head further down his shaft making it sensitive. He thrusted up hitting the back of my throat as he put him hand behind my head. I moved back and huffed in protest, He looked hurt I had stopped giving him such pleasure. "What'd you stop" His voiced sounding annoyed he wasn't feeling my mouth wrapped around him. I smirked and looked back at him standing and fixing my dress before going to the door. "I was just teasing" Before he could protest i opened the door and walked out telling him that i was in control, If he wants me he'll have to obey you.