Borahae (BTS reverse harem)✔️

Epiphany

"Ah! I'm sorry!" Jin exclaims, shutting the door.

But he doesn't close it from the outside. While his body is angled away, he still remains in the room with me.

"I knocked," he explains. "Um, I thought I heard you say come in."

I sit up and cover myself with a sheet and realize something. Jin didn't run out of here screaming. That's meaningful. He's obviously nervous but maybe his curiosity has finally outweighed his apprehension. And considering he's so shy, he could have been just waiting for me to make the first move.

"Jin? You can turn around."

He peeks over his shoulder then turns once he sees I'm somewhat covered. And I find...he's aroused. His face is flush and his ears are bright red, but the makings of an erection can be seen straining against his jeans.

"Are the others here?"

He nods.

"Ok. Can you lock the door?"

His eyes widen for just a second but he does as I request then leans against the door. I pat the empty space beside me on the bed.

Jin looks at me then his gaze goes to where my hand rests. "You want me to sit down?"

I nod. "Yes. Only if you want to."

He sucks in his full bottom lip then takes measured steps to sit on the edge of the bed.

"You saw me?" I begin, my voice soft and soothing.

Jin nods his eyes focused on an invisible speck on the sheets.

"Do you know what I was doing?"

He nods again.

"Did you like it?"

His gaze snaps to me but then he looks away again. And nods.

"Good. I like that you like looking at me. I like looking at you too."

Slowly he lifts his head to face me. "I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize," I shake my head. "You said I belong to you, right?"

"Yes but—"

"Then you can look at me, Jin. You can do more than that if you want. Remember you said you want to take care of me?"

"Yes."

"Well...this is part of that. My body...needs. It aches. And there are things I have to do to make it stop aching. I'm sure you do the same to yourself sometimes, right?"

He lets out a breath, chewing his lip, then nods.

"There's nothing to be ashamed of," I reassure him, touching his forearm. "We're both adults. It's natural. We all have needs."

Finally, he lifts his chin to face me, his eyes hooded. "You...need?" His voice slightly breaks, as if he can't comprehend me being deprived of anything I desire.

"Yes, Jin. I do."

He drags his teeth over his plump bottom lip. "Needs that..." He swallows, trying to find the words. "Do you need me?"

"Yes, Jin," I repeat. "I need you. And I want you."

He nods, understanding. "Ok. Tell me how to take care of you. So you don't ache anymore. So you don't...need."