𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒃𝒙𝒃 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒕𝒔

Rant

Ok here's a rant that you guys don't need but none of my friends are awake and if they were they wouldn't  really care.

Sooo I just like bawled my eyes out for an hour because I miss the boys.

I miss their hugs and their cologne and I know that sounds weird but they smelled so good

And Zach fucking said I love you (just started crying again) and I didn't even say anything back so it's like I didn't even meet them

And I know I shouldn't be crying over missing them because there is a lot of people who haven't met them and I know but it's like I didn't even meet them.

When I tell you I didn't say anything. I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING. I might have said like how are you to Daniel but THATS IT

Zach said he loves me and I didn't even say anything. I'm over here thinking that like what if there's people who meet him who got as nervous as I was and didn't say anything. So now Zach thinks no one loves him WHEN I DO

and I just need a hug so badly and I started watching videos of them at meet and greets and they seem so happy and I want a hug and to be told that they love me and that everything will be ok when I know it won't.

I'm so stressed with life right now and my whole family keeps going off at me for no reason

I'm literally bawling my eyes out right now and just wanted to say thank you for all the support on this book even tho I don't even update.

Thank you for making me happy with your comments. Have a good rest of your day or night.

~gabby❤️