Addicted to doctor forth ✔

33.I will never get tired of you

On their busy working day with patients and guardians working in and out, of the hospital usually the hospital getting busy with the number of cases some are accident cases, some are murders the emergency is usually filled with blood-drenched people yelping in pain and with guardians crying over the dead people, the doctors, interns, nurses, non-medical staff, emergency staff, medical team everyone are busy running on their feet, all day exchanging their shifts with others feeling all exhausted with the day...

Likewise with all the exhaustion in their day, forth and beam made time for each other after their pleasant dinner with nami, lam, forth and david. now they are on terrace, to the end of the terrace they were standing, looking down, the city glowing with street lights and heavy lights from vehicles the roads are busy as their life's are..

In these busy days does one have time to look after each other, can they listen to each other sorrows with patience when the exhaustion is killing them..

Forth constant thoughts are about beam, who never speaks a word about him, all he does in a day was having breakfast, lunch, dinner along with him, taking a little secret glances with his lovable eyes secretly, other than that he won't even discuss anything with him, like just now, he was viewing the city but it was wrong he was trying to look from the corner of his eyes towards forth

forth can guess beam being jealous, because nami keeps interfering at the dining table and she is also hugging and cuddling with forth, which turned beam jealous and now he is sulking over forth

He stands to beam behind bracing his arms on either side of the supporting wall "did you have enough glances?"

His cheeks blushed at forth real pictorial talk, he turned to face forth he denied it saying "I am looking at city view." His sulking reply

"Did I say you looking at other things, I am asking the same! 'did you have enough glance on the city?' "

Beam remain silent, gulping his calculation on forth was wrong, forth would always observe him keeping an eye on him,

"Are you doing well?" the one concern look always forth gives him

"Yes, phee." He nod with a smile

When the breeze if blowing moving their hairs like grass and they keep looking into each other eyes, forth held beam smiling cheek every time forth soft touches would melt beam he cares beam like a glass just like now he caresses beam in between he looks deep into beam eyes as if he is searching something in those eyes, he leans forward kissing beam forehead and smiles to beam who returns his smile

"I have something to talk with you," he says

Forth stops his smile with a questioning look, after saying about his mother, beam never brings up anything, many times forth used to wait for beam to lean on and tell him something and he wants to see how he can help beam in curing, up until now he do understand what beam is scared and afraid of, every time forth assure him that beam is strong and he never leave him, he get to know about beam insecurities too and he made sure to secure beam with his love. But one thing that keeps bugging him was there is something he feels still beam is still hiding in a forest, he needs to bring out what it's and he wants to hug him when beam finally breakdown

Today after a long time, he hears beam wanting to say something and forth nods framing beam black eyes which mostly feel like an ocean of waves those says many things to him like when beam is in high tide and low tide of emotions, he can guess now it's a low tide so he braced his heart he can do it, when it's a high tide he could hug his beam until the tide of emotions settles down

"I am planning to move out..." he bite his bottom lip feeling the turmoil forth is undergoing, he knew forth wants to take care of beam and it will not be possible if he moves out, he sees forth gulping and change in facial expressions