Addicted to doctor forth ✔

22.Stop loving me

All night forth nursed beam, and he is relieved once his temperature is going down and he turned on the air con, which will be helpful for beam to reduce his body temperature

In between beam is sobbing repeating forth name, forth is more hurt to see beam being vulnerable he sees beam turning to his side and arm looping around the waist he smiled pulling beam closer to his chest and keeps patting on beam back with light touch

Now he is beyond worry, after hearing that beam is sick and his friend hiding matters, he decided to check on beam stuff which are still with him, there is few clothes in the wardrobe and few books and nothing much information he could get form them, then he remembered beam bag which must be in beam personal locker

At first he hesitated to dive in beam privacy but he cannot anymore beam is his only his he had every right to search him! He is more concerned about beam health and this time he cannot sit and watch all the play his friend and beam playing with him, he is pretty sure something was hidden and he understand beam efforts in hiding is all about not to make forth worry, he knew all beam cares is about forth being happy, why don't forth be happy with beam! He is! He is beyond happy with beam, their must be a strong reason for beam to push away forth

From now he is not going to listen to anyone he is going to cage beam to himself and no one is going to stop him from doing whatever he wants to do, he is searching for beam pant pockets who was asleep, getting the keys he runs down to the hospital and interns room he checked to open the shelf and fetched out beam bag

Sititng to one of the chairs, he placed the bag on the table he contemplated on his thoughts and his only context is about beam and he don't want to think about any moral of being cruel he is not checking or invading on others privacy its his husband he had every right to do so!

Opening the black bag zipper, he find a file its represents like a health file with a hospital logo, his fingers are trembling to open the file then he remembered his friend lam words saying its nothing serious he chants that in his brain and opens the file he keeps reading the health file, it has every detail of beam health record since his birth like day one to beam current age

Reading every page tears shimmered in his eyes and his fingers are trembling like is there a day where beam is not sick, no there is none, there is a psychiatrist dairy page where it was written about forth, it was written, how he loves forth? and how beam is happy to be with him! and wants to live for him, beam is sick, is that why he always complain his family not buying an ice cream, he thought beam parents are worried to have him ice cream the reason must be cold! but right now he could not help but scold beam to make him buy ice-cream when his health is depraved!

But right reading how beam recovered his eyes shimmered with happy tears his beam is a fighter, he did fight strong he cleaned his tears holding the file on lap he rested his head on table using his arm as pillow, tears following down with a flash of memories how beam managed to smile when he is carrying a lot of pain

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Early in the morning forth woke up to see beam still sleeping he check the forehead lineament and its not warm his fever went down, he understand beam work up his weak body and it causes normal fever, he wants beam to have another one week rest and feed him with all healthy foods so that beam will recover, he lean in dropping a kiss on beam forehead in-fact he chuckled for stealing a kiss, But he was surprised when he see a small smile over beam face, he quietly get down the bed before his beam make ruckus on kissing him

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It was half an hour later beam woke up feeling relived form fever but for a second he gasped he look down to bed and around he was in forth room and he released a relaxing sigh for being in his clothes, but he is stinking as his sweat smell he is feeling his skin sticky, he is confused and trying to remember how he end up in bed, feeling confused he get down and walks out..