What do you do
When you let down
That one person
Your personLetting down people
Is something natural
You can't please everyone
It's that simpleIt's different
Your teachers
And friends
Or even familyWhen you let them down
It hurts
So Fucking bad
That's humanI've done it
I've been there
With my family
Friends and moreTonight
I fucked up
What I did
Wasn't rightMy person
My everything
My angel
I let him downHow do I recover
What do I say
How do I act
What do I doI feel pain
Emotional
Physical
DeservedThe worst part
Isn't the act
It's realizing what you did
Feeling everything changeSo as my chest compresses
My stomach churns
The worst pain
Is getting what you deserveI lay on the floor
Curled, knees to nose
Completely shattered
Head to toeI let you down tonight
I came with you
The tears I cry
Feel reusedI get what I deserve
A cold dark room
Full of nothing
Without youI don't deserve your love
After I shattered you too
My favorite person
Stuck under my shoeIt feels raw
To bang on the wall
Pain means nothing
When I've lost it all
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Frozen Feelings
PoetryThis book outlines the pain I experienced in my past and the things that I look back on. These are my greatest fears and worst moments. I'm not writing this for the public, but for myself