Flight 295 {Zayn Malik Fan Fiction}

Chapter 14

Neither rhyme nor reason can express how much.

- Shakespeare

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I couldn't calculate the amount of thoughts that raced through my mind in that moment. I was dumbstruck as the couple who slowly untangled from each other. My headached and I felt as if my nerves were cracking or something.

I felt as if I am suddenly harry potter with the scar. It was all a haze.

Zayn's face turned towards me as soon as they had stopped kissing. I held back my tears and faked a smile. In a second I could feel the blondes eyes staring at me.

Zayn cleared his throat as he pronounced his first sentence after the whole melodrama.

"Victoria, this is Perrie my girlfriend. Perrie this is Victoria."

With that Perrie started approaching me , her high pitched voice cackled in my ear

drums

," Ohhhhhhhhhhhh Victoriaaaaaa."

"I've heard a lot about you. You were the one who had the lucky seat next to my zaynie, right?"

I nodded trying my best to smile. Every word increased my urge to cry out loud.

"Zayn told me you're into literature and stuff. He told me if it wasn't for you he would have probably died of boredom on that flight. You were a pure comedian to him. Thanks for entertaining my baby, Victoria. "

At this point I knew all the tears were gonna coming crashing down.I turned my face towards the wall nodding my head but sadly there was someone standing there who may or may not have seen a tear or two escaping my eyes.

I covered my face in my hands.

"What's wrong?" I heard Harry's strong voice.

"Nothing I just .. I think ...I have a migraine or something..." I said as my voice stifled through my hands.

I could hear the others talking to each other in the background.

"Do you want some water." Harry said turning towards the counter.

Taking advantage of this moment I cleaned the tears on my sleeve hurriedly.

"Yes, please." I replied harry.

I heard Niall chuckle at a joke that probably Louis made.

"Here you go." Harry said handing me a cup of water.

I clasped the glass and drank slowly. I could feel Harry's eyes on me. I looked around and found zayn laughing his heads off with Perrie on the sofa.

I turned back to harry who probably had an idea of the situation which I pray he doesn't. But the way he's looking at me I can't be certain. I placed the glass on the counter.

"Is it better? The ..migraine?" Harry asked looking concerned.

"Yes. Yes." I said turning around trying to catch glances of the couple that was engrossed in their conversation.

The way zayns eye sparkled when he talked to her. They were laughing and looked so happy. I tried to shook off those feelings . But it didn't budge.

I could feel the tears building up.

"He didn't tell you, right? " Harry's voice came from close by.

He knows.

I tried to lie but when I looked into Harry's eyes. The rainstormed.

I hid my face in my hands .

"I need to go home. Please." I stuttered gulping all the tears inside.

"Let me drive you home. " harry looked more concerned now.

"No, no no You don't have to harry. Please just let me go. "

"But you don't look fine, Victoria." Harry's hand patted my shoulders .

"It's late. I should just go." I said getting myself back in position.

"Alright then at least just call me when you reach." Harry said handing me his mobile.

I typed in my number and my name. While he did the same in my mobile.

"Thanks Harry. " I said. Because I knew that he had done what no one could. He had helped me restrain my feelings and understood me without me telling him.

"Take care of yourself." He said and tucked me in for a hug . I would have started crying again but that hug made me feel better and just more calm.

After saying quick goodbyes to everyone and extremely quick ones to zayn and perrie I made my way to my car.

While driving I couldn't help it anymore I couldn't keep it all inside anymore.

I parked my car in a lonely lane.

The tears streamed as if it was a waterfall. My headache was worse. Just thinking of Zayn made me cry more.

How could I be such a dreamer? How could I even think that I would have a chance with someone as amazing as Zayn?

Why did I believe that he liked me?

I mean I can't even like myself enough for him to like me.

The flashbacks made it worse. All the times I had with Zayn all those moments . I thought we were infinite.

How could I be so stupid? Why?

I wish I could understand this . I was so delusional so starstruck by a guy who was never mine.

How perfect that blonde looked . She was no less than a model herself. How could I be so secluded all this time?

I miss home. I miss my simple life living in love with Augustus Waters , Ron Wesley, Mr.Darcy. I don't belong here.

I shouldn't have met him at all.

I laid my head on a steering wheel for a while trying my best to wash away all the emotions. I stayed silent trying not to think at all for a while.

After gaining strength I ignited the engine which roared and I drove back to my apartment.

It was as if I was in a cloud of gloom. There is not even an explanation for this. I mean he never said he liked me. He didn't cheat on me. I just never asked him and he never told me.

I opened the door of my room to a number of Raikha's drunk friends. To add to my misery.

I heard a two or three girls calling me names and saying bad stuff about me.

"Hey weird faced sister, get me a glass of water please."

"Damn, Raikha your room mate's so ugly! It makes me want to puke harder..."

Raikha was already losing dead or whatever on the floor .

I pushed my way through the crowd to.my bed room which wasn't even empty a couple was in the middle of ripping of each others clothes when I shouted at them to leave right away.

Probably I was very angry because they followed and left quietly.

I locked my door after them and laid in my bed after texted harry that I had reached. My pillow was damp with my tears in a matter of seconds.

I really did miss home.

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