Survival Instinct (The 100/ Bellamy Blake fanfic)

Chapter Fifty-Eight

Dad put it to his cold lips. "This is Chancellor Kane. I hear you. Can you hear me?"

"Kane, it's Mark Colton. Please, my son is soaked with black rain. Please. You gotta help us!"

Bellamy watched the exchange and I knew exactly what my hero was thinking.

"Bellamy." I called over. He looked back at me while he stripped to his underwear. "Please, stay inside."

"Just... stay dry." He handed me a dry shirt, it was big and would hang to my knees.

I was hesitant, but I took off the tarp and put the top over my head. "How do I look?"

"Beautiful." He smirked weakly. He looked up at the door. "Octavia is out there, Kane said she left hours ago."

"Don't worry, she's smart."

"That's what your father said." Bellamy stood up and put on a fresh set of clothes. I had a pair of pants to put on, put it took a belt for them to stay up. I couldn't wait for my clothes to dry... if I could wear them ever again that's to say.

I went to a mat that was laid out for us all. Bellamy didn't sit with me, he went somewhere else that he was hesitant to tell me about.

I got up to look through the pile for clothes that fit me better. I noticed Bellamy dressed up in... tape. He had a mask in his arms.

"Bellamy what the hell are you doing?" I questioned.

"Saving our people. I'll be back soon." He leaned down to peck my lips and he left before I could say another word.

I took some clothes that were kind of my size and found a small manual sewing kit. Once again, I'm making clothes to distract myself.

I felt eyes on me once again, but this time I didn't look up. I was too scared to. Someone sat next to me. I looked over to see Berlin. I sighed with relief.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"Pulling the threads to resew it into a smaller size." I explained.

"Where's your knight in shining armor?"

"Saving lives." I sighed.

"Are you okay?"

I looked over. "No, I just feel like there's eyes on me."

"Well there are, Bellamy's girlfriend." He teased.

"Oh shut up." I scoffed. "I'm more than that."

I looked over and saw the same boy looking at me. He quickly looked away to look busy.

I continued working, waiting for my foolish boyfriend. Dad wouldn't tell me what's going on with Bellamy, just that he's stuck in the rover.

When it got dark, I started working on pants in a faint lamplight.

Eventually I laid down to sleep, alone next to dozens. It's strange sleeping alone again. I missed Bellamy's arms.

After the storm we all meet up again and had a mass funeral. I hated seeing so many sad faces. I knew only more would be coming.

Bellamy barely said a word to me, there was no word from Octavia and he was numb. I put on my newly fitted clothes, it wasn't my style, but it was something.

I looked back to see Bellamy and Jasper walking out of Arkadia. Where are they going? We will be dying soon and I want to spend time with my boyfriend.

I sighed and went back inside. I would spend time with my brother. He drank his liver away. We all were sad. Ten days... ten days was all we had.

The same boy joins the table. "Who's this, Berlin?"

"My little sister." Berlin said proudly.

I chewed on my nails. I gave him a small wave. "Hi, I'm Prim."

"Wanna drink?" He asked me while pouring himself a cup.

"No." I sighed.

He took a swig and looked at people beginning to dance to some music. "I'm Luke, let's dance." He stood up and outstretched his hand. I hesitated. "I know, you're Bellamy Blake's girlfriend. I won't try anything. You just need some fun."

I reluctantly grabbed his hand. We walked over to other people. And danced. He didn't mind my two left feet. I actually smiled while we swayed. I twirled him which made us both laugh. I tried to forget about us dying.

While I dance with some strange boy. The more I missed my boyfriend and how I realized how much I still wanted. I wanted to marry Bellamy, I wanted to adopt little orphaned grounders. I wanted to own a garden of potatoes and tomatoes and strawberries.

I felt a tug on my arm, I turned around to see Bellamy. He wore jealousy on his face.

"What are you doing with my girlfriend?" He asked him angrily.

"Bellamy, stop. It wasn't anything." I intervened. "Please, I just want to be with you." He grabbed my hand and walked me away. We went to his bedroom. I could hear Jasper cheering us on. I hated it. Bellamy had a look in his eye.

He started stripping and took my shirt off before smashing his lips against mine. "I just want to be with my girlfriend and have sex." He grabbed my face and deepened the kiss. "I love you so much."

"I love you too. I wish we had more time." I couldn't help but start to cry.

We spent the night together. I just wanted him close. We eventually laid down, I rested my head against his chest.

"Why were you dancing with him?" Bellamy asked me.

"He told me he knew I was your girlfriend. He just wanted to cheer me up. I've been on the verge of tears all day." I looked up at him. "I don't want to die, Bellamy. There's so much more I want to do. I want to marry you, and own a garden with you. I want grounder-" I got up and threw up onto the ground.

"Do you have radiation poisoning?" He asked me getting up to examine me.

"N-no..." I quickly got dressed.

"Where are you going? What's wrong?"

I looked out the window to see a full moon. "No... no..." I looked back at Bellamy.

I might be holding terrible news. I couldn't tell him. I just couldn't.