Mitzu one shots

Meaning ⛈

Tzuyu's pov

I'm here talking with my best friend who's on her phone talking to someone. She's Myoui Mina the most beautiful, most important person in my life AKA my best friend whom I love

We've been flirting with each other quite often. I've confessed to her already and she accepted my love for her. Since we've been flirting with each other I thought that I'll have a chance in her heart but I don't wanna have high hopes because of what I've heard.

Flashback

I'm sitting in my chair since it's vacant time. I decided to just sleep since I'm bored but I can't. So I just closed my eyes and listened to the noises around me. I've felt that someone sited in front of me. Mina is in front of me.

So how are you and...? Ask sana

We're fine Mina answered

How about a pause and I felt a graze at me. Momo asked the two are her other friends

We're still best friends she answered

Does she knows? Momo asked

About? Mina Questioned

You know who Momo said

She doesn't she answered

Why not? Momo asked again

She doesn't have to

But I'm happy for you guys. Sana said cheerfully

Mina chuckled

There's no us yet,but maybe soon

Sana started squealing like a fan girl

So I decided to look at them with my most emotionless face

End of flashback

I'm here with her at an ice cream shop. I'm eating my ice creams and looking at her while she's busy with her phone smiling widely.

"You look busy, let's go home" I said while grabbing my bag and standing up. She look at me dumbfounded

"Why? I'm not busy"

"We're together but you're using your phone all the damn time. We usually talk about life before but now you're not your phone the whole damn time" I said calmly

"I'm sorry, my crush is just texting me and I get occupied with it"

"So occupied that you've forgotten about your best friend" I said coldly

"No not like that" she tried explaining but I've already walked away. I've put my headphones on and let the somber music took over.

Why can't she choose me when I'm always here for her?

Why can't she choose me when I'm the one loving her?

Why can't she love me?

I asked myself while walking emotionless towards home. She'll probably get picked up by her crush that obviously has the same feelings as her

The next day at school I just remeind quite the whole time. When someone speaks to me I just give them a nod or a simple yes or no. I'm usually not like this. I ignored Mina the whole time pretending that she doesn't exist.

Lots of days passed and I've found out that she's in a relationship with someone. I didn't dare know the name or even gender. I've become distant to her and focused on my studies. I've been the top of the class ever since I started avoiding her.

A lot of people started admiring me since I completely changed myself. I actually don't fix myself before that's why mina is my only friend but since I've found out about the relationship between her and the person I decided to change. I started wearing cool clothes like leather jackets and pants. Anything that goes with the trend. And I've become a cold person. And Mina is with the person she loves

I thought we had something but turns out it's just nothing